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Have you ever re-read something you've written? A letter...a note...a journal...a book? Anything?

I just re-read my high school journal (granted it was an online journal, but just as significant and heart felt). What a fucking horrible mistake. I thought it might help calm my nerves about the dreams I've been having lately, it just made me feel sick to my stomach. It made me...
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redhornets:
Yeah I know exactly what you mean. Sometimes when I reread old stuff I just feel embarrassed, I guess that I put that stuff on paper, and now it seems weak and lame that I didn't have myself together right then!
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So I think tomorrow night I am officially going to have to start writing a book about the insane stories my friends tell me. For example, tomorrow we'll be living what will be later known as the chapter "Diego Gets Deported". Because my friends and the people they meet are redic.
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A better mood has been found.

11 days until the 21st celebration of my entrance into this world.

22 days until I have my cast removed and also the giant screw holding it all together.

This weekend turned out to be SO FUN! It's been a while since I smiled that much! It kind of felt the the summers that I've gotten used to over...
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So it's been pissy and raining all day, and so has my mood. And my ankle hurts!! frown

So rereading my last post....omg...I should not be allowed near a computer after a certain point in the night...and certainly not with any of my pain meds in me. Just not a good idea. My grammar...even worse then usual!

So today was the 4th of July. Boring! I...
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No happy thoughts happen after 12am. It's just a given.

My tummy doesn't feel so good, and even though my room is a chilly 64 degrees, it's feels like 100 when I put my blanket on.

I got to talking about relationships with an old friend of mine tonight. I lost his friendship in the traumatic break up of 2005. Sadly, I also lost Philadelphia...
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helicoprion:
this post is not as upbeat as your usual but i can relate as I am 4 years out of the game myself.
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And today begins the most awaited count down of the entire year. The official count down to my birthday. Which, in care you are unaware...is even better then Christmas!

17 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And

10 days til I get my iPhoooooone!
helicoprion:
15 days!!!