Gah, I'd like to go out with the cute boy once and not feel so shitty afterwards. I mean I know it's my fault, because I always tell myself we'll have a good time and maybe THIS time will be different. It never is. And for some reason, I always convince myself I'm the only one he uses the cute little pet names with....until I hear him on phone with the girl he's fucking and here the same names. Disappointing. 
Is it so hard for someone to just appreciate me? Or just have a guy treat me genuinely the same way the cute boy does just normally. The way he hugs me, or kisses me cheek or says "Get your cute ass in the car". I'd just die if I could find someone actually worth my time who made me feel the same way.
Maybe this year? New school...new start. I can only hope.......
On the upside...it's nice to walk without crutches. And my leg feels nice and sore from physical therapy. It's been a long road, but I finally think I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel!!!!
Is it so hard for someone to just appreciate me? Or just have a guy treat me genuinely the same way the cute boy does just normally. The way he hugs me, or kisses me cheek or says "Get your cute ass in the car". I'd just die if I could find someone actually worth my time who made me feel the same way.
Maybe this year? New school...new start. I can only hope.......
On the upside...it's nice to walk without crutches. And my leg feels nice and sore from physical therapy. It's been a long road, but I finally think I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel!!!!
Glad that leg is finally getting better!!!