Feeling rather helpless. Bad things come in more then threes.
1) A kid I graduated with was killed in a terrible car accident over the weekend. I know these things happen. But we just burried Ciara last year. She didn't deserve to die so young either. Both kids made poor choices that were factors...but 19/20 is just to young. Life is still just starting. It just has made me feel horrible the last few days, and really hurt alot of my friends who knew him well.
2) My friends dad died. I hadn't heard from my friend in a few days so silly girl I am I text him saying "Yo, did you die?" because I'd been texting asking for fashion advice and such and he never passes up on those messages. And a few minutes later I get one back that says "Rough times my dad did". I felt like super asshole major. And he hasn't replied to any of my other messages so I don't know how he is. I feel like such a jerk.
3) My other friend is now living with a friend and his family is living at a hotel because a heater sparked a fire in their house and it's basically destroyed and will need be completely redone on the inside...the structure is ok from what I understand. Thank god they were fully covered. And most of all, I'm sooooo happy they are all ok. No one was hurt, he dad was on his way home from work, his mom, sister, and brother were out, and he was at a friends house. I'm just glad NO ONE was hurt.
I did not get to go to Lancaster this past weekend because I-78 was closed there for all other highways exiting the Lehigh Valley were FUCKED.
I hate this upcoming Sunday. I had a big fight with 2 good friends. Not doing so hot in my English class. I feel retarded when I'm in class.
FEBRUARY IS A BAD BAD BAD EVIL MONTH!
1) A kid I graduated with was killed in a terrible car accident over the weekend. I know these things happen. But we just burried Ciara last year. She didn't deserve to die so young either. Both kids made poor choices that were factors...but 19/20 is just to young. Life is still just starting. It just has made me feel horrible the last few days, and really hurt alot of my friends who knew him well.
2) My friends dad died. I hadn't heard from my friend in a few days so silly girl I am I text him saying "Yo, did you die?" because I'd been texting asking for fashion advice and such and he never passes up on those messages. And a few minutes later I get one back that says "Rough times my dad did". I felt like super asshole major. And he hasn't replied to any of my other messages so I don't know how he is. I feel like such a jerk.
3) My other friend is now living with a friend and his family is living at a hotel because a heater sparked a fire in their house and it's basically destroyed and will need be completely redone on the inside...the structure is ok from what I understand. Thank god they were fully covered. And most of all, I'm sooooo happy they are all ok. No one was hurt, he dad was on his way home from work, his mom, sister, and brother were out, and he was at a friends house. I'm just glad NO ONE was hurt.
I did not get to go to Lancaster this past weekend because I-78 was closed there for all other highways exiting the Lehigh Valley were FUCKED.
I hate this upcoming Sunday. I had a big fight with 2 good friends. Not doing so hot in my English class. I feel retarded when I'm in class.
FEBRUARY IS A BAD BAD BAD EVIL MONTH!
jackieomonroe:
I hate young death 