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I did 7 cheery bombs.... and it's only a broken heart. That and two yungeling... two of those...

I am retarded.. can't making anything work for me. texting... IM'ing... nothing.

I judy want to be loved.

one eyed typing night.

I don't think you get that this is a broken heart.

It's only a broken heart.

I drove by 12022 tonight... my old home... and there were three cars in the driveway... which meant that he was back home, just like I had heard.

My heart sank.... so many memories... the light was on in the upstairs bedroom...

BG said that he's bartending at my old restaurant... on Saturdays...
I'm not the "coincidence" type.. things happen without needing a reason all...
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For those of you who thought that it wasn't possible to be wasted at 837 in the AM - I am here to tell otherwise.

I made a HUGE ass out of myself.
HUGE.

No more drinking. No more drugs.

Thank you please.

4 cherry bombs.
6 yuenglings.
1 chocolate cake. I can't believe a shot tastes like chocolate cake!

I'm wasted. The coke sobered me up some.
And the ambien will put me down.

I was only charged for 2 cherry bombs and 1 yuenling. I love the coworker hookup.
I would have had more but I didn't get there until 1am...
Business and all.

I'm done...
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Even though I didn't work today - it was very eventful. I picked up an application at Sephora... I swung by the Chanel counter... applied for a manager position there... maybe a career in cosmetics isn't so silly after all.

I'm very very itchy right now and the little voice says it's from the opiates.

Hotel Rwanda was an amazing movie... I could go on...
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I always want the ones that I can't have.
ALWAYS.
Someone please explain this to me... please. Because I just don't understand.
I'm not into the nice guy who offers dinner.... I want to spend my time with the guy who can't remember my name... who doesn't seem to have ANY interest in me...

Someone enlighten me.

I'm in love with The Faint. They're pretty much my entire ipod playlist.

Wine night got a little out of hand... had to crash in Owings Mills last night.

It looks like I have watch batteries in my ears.. I switched out my plugs for some silver bullet looking type plugs.

I want an 80hr Tivo..

Florida in 27 days.

Time to shower and get...
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Think I'm getting sick again. Partying too hard does that.
Woke up this morning and wasn't sure what day it was.

Burning CDs... it's very hot outside today and I love it.
Only one more year.

Getting ready for work.

All that other inane shit that I do.

No sheets. I'm shivering.
I miss you.