Wednesday May 25, 2005

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Right in this moment now, I would.. kill/plead/beg/do anything for a nice penis.

It's been awhile. I'm hungry. I want to get laid.

And I'm drunk. Drunk sex is usually quality because I get sloppy/dirty/nasty and I can blame it all on being intoxicated.

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ray2k:
You are cute and I dig your livejournal.
Carry on.
vestal:
amen to that.

Tuesday May 24, 2005

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Well, I am back.

I'm not happy right now.... I did a lot of thinking and well, I need help. Professional help.

I've asked a close friend to help me.... because I can't do this alone - I've been trying to for ages now and I'm still where I am.

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tantalus:
frown i'm sad that you are sad but there is good news...i am the number one in my field of self-proclaimed professsionals and i would gladly offer my services-how they say in latin-pro bono smile

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tantalus:
what is it that you think needs to be done for you? i'm a resourceful lad...

Monday May 16, 2005

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<3 to everyone - I'm out for ten days.

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edwin:
Hi, browsing around and found your page.

Just wanted to tell you that I think you're very pretty.

smile
laika:
kiss

Sunday May 15, 2005

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Sparks should be illegal. So tasty and so intoxicating.
I'm not sure how I fell asleep this morning.
I leave for Florida tomorrow!!!

Thursday May 12, 2005

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Who has an IAM.BME page?

I just got one started and I'd like to add some friends.
xo
yuriel:
enjoy bmezine. id help ya out but im not on there alas.
EL SUICIDO LOCO
kod:
hiiya smile. well I just saw you on my hookup list and I checked you out. smile

Wednesday May 11, 2005

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Tonight I'm taking my mother out for dinner, a belated mothers day.

This almost, ALMOST, makes me laugh. Because, well... we don't really get along like a mother and daughter. In fact, I think both of my parents are slightly afraid of me.

Every conversation inevitably starts like this.

Mom : Jenn, I have something to tell you but only if you promise to not...
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faithless000:
frown
that really sucks.
sicmonte:
hewy grrl.....hope last night went well at dinner! did you get my email?

Tuesday May 10, 2005

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I mean, really.... the shit I put myself through, I might as well throw on a price tag and just let the bargin hunters tear me to pieces.

And I'm just so angry right now... this isn't me... but I'm so angry.... so angry and so hurt inside.

I just want to give up... all the time anymore.

I just want to give up.
frown
gundamzig:
i have lost my love 3 times. i can no longer help "cause i have nothing left in my soul.
Sorry
skull
yuriel:
if i said i felt precisely the same way and knew drugs didnt do crap for it would it be any consolation?
I wish I knew what to say.
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Saturday May 07, 2005

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I love being single, for the most part.
I get to sleep in... and roll around in bed... I don't have to fight for blankets... I don't wake up shivering because someone else wrapped themselves up in the comforter... I don't have to worry about all the OJ running out... or hot water when I want a long shower...

But do I ever miss the...
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tantalus:
i once had an insane dachsund named patches when i was nine years old. we brought him home when he was three months old and he immediately bit into a lamp cord and electricuted himself. what does this have to do with anything? nothin'. just givin' you somethin' else to visualize
joshguy:
I'm a fucking cuddle nut. wouldnt have that problem here..

haha.. i notice alot of my comments to you go as seen here...

girlordinay- this is what i want!

ETIDuDIE- I CAN DO THAT! I CAN DO THAT!

maybe it just seems that way to me but i have done it before..hehe

kiss kiss kiss

Friday May 06, 2005

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I should be getting ready for work but work isn't until 4 so I'm going to crawl back into my bed... with the 600 thread count sheets... and I'm going to be snuggly with myself.

10 more days until Florida.

How am I ever going to pull off wearing a two piece?
mrmiddlefinger:
Now, how snuggly with yourself are you planning on getting? I think you should do us all a favor and take pictures of yourself all snuggly in your two-piece so we can see how well you pull it off... so to speak...

wink



Giggity Giggity! Oh-right!

Tuesday May 03, 2005

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This could be your lucky day in hell.

Florida in 13 days. Most of my time here in 21044 is spent getting plastered. I feel like I'm just slipping down and down... but I haven't been doing blow so I suppose it's an ok trade.

Fuck and Run by Liz Phair is my new favorite song.
I'll be in NY.... up north I believe.... for...
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joshguy:
im super sick too, but i believe im sick because i spent 4 hours in a doctors office waiting for my brothers perscription. good times..

<3-Josh Guy kiss
drtransi:
hey there. i've been forced to cut down on the booze as well, its just getting to the point of having to choose, which way to go. either its more or nothing. i don't know.
get better soon, Hallvardur
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