girlordinary

One percocet down....
One alcoholic beverage down.
Hopefully Jenn will be down soon as well.
I've got to be at my parents house super early tomorrow... and then I have to be at work at 11:30am... a nice 12 hour shift..
I've had one day off in the last 10.

I'm listening to old classic rock - House of the rising sun by the Animals......
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Duke lost and that is fantastic.
My dad is probably having happy little dreams tonight.
I always manage to crack myself up.

It's nearly 4 am... I'm still awake... on the account of too many cherry bombs at the bar... Red Bull is the devil.
Back to work in... 8 hours... Made some decent money tonight...

I move in.... a week. Unbelievable... 7 days. My...
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Sometimes I think the only way that I can make myself feel better is to just scream..... until I can't scream anymore.
Let it all out...

I'd hit something but I've done that before and learned that the hurt carries over into the next day...
Bruised knuckles and all.

There isn't anything to be angry, sad, mad, whatever about... it's all in my head.

A better version of me.

If I talk in all lyrics would you give me points for creativity?

She's a pretty girl, happy in an ugly place.

She shines in a world full of ugliness.

She's perfect in that fucked up way.

I feel skinny and pretty today... day 6 of Outback. Tomorrow will be day 7 and then Saturday - day 8. I close...
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Rain.... rain.... and more rain.

I made some money last night.... broke 100 dollars... and then went out and got HAMMERED...
Stone Cellar, Clydes... was invited to some party at some rich kids house but instead I went home and crashed... hard.

All this rain makes me want to crawl back in bed... and since I don't have to go in to work until much...
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Nerd moment of the day :

I miss X-Files.
I miss Mulder and Scully.

What a strange day.
Think tanning will be on the agenda tomorrow (Monday) - I found my tanning lotion..
Move day set for April 2nd. Staying local but new place... more space.. my own bathroom.
Moving back to the 21044 - my new address is 11369.... 69!!! Sorry.
I'll compose myself.

I want to buy like two movie posters... probably Fight Club and either Vanilla...
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Have you seen me cry?
It's not a pretty sight.

I'd like to get "Miss" tattoo'ed on the inside of my right wrist and "Misery" tattoo'ed on the inside of my left wrist.
lessthanthree always and forever, E.S.

Miss Misery.

I dont have you with me but
I keep a good attitude
Do you miss me, miss misery
Like you say you do?

I know youd rather see me gone
Than to see me the...
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Somedays I feel very very.... grown up. I look back at who I was and the thoughts I had... and they're very different from the way I see things now.
Granted - the world has changed... it's different...
But not that much..
Right now I'm having very tough issues with the death penalty...
It's just very sensitive to me right now.

I wanted to see...
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