girlordinary

My whole life fits into a room that's probably 12 feet by 11 feet...
Most of it sits digitally encrypted on a computer...
And most of the room still remains empty.

I can't sleep. I always have trouble my first night in a new place.

When Will and I moved into our first apartment - our first night sleeping together as a couple - I was anxious and nervous and kept tossing and turning.

I think shortly after that I got hooked on ambien and I haven't looked back.

I've been doing some very shady things lately...

Digital cable remindes me of 14044... the smell of new paint... and fresh carpet... and kitten food.
I suppose I'm going to give up now.. I'm going to fashion a makeshift bed out of clothes and blankets and hopefully I can fall asleep on top of it.
Bed on Saturday.