My whole life fits into a room that's probably 12 feet by 11 feet...
Most of it sits digitally encrypted on a computer...
And most of the room still remains empty.
I can't sleep. I always have trouble my first night in a new place.
When Will and I moved into our first apartment - our first night sleeping together as a couple - I...
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Most of it sits digitally encrypted on a computer...
And most of the room still remains empty.
I can't sleep. I always have trouble my first night in a new place.
When Will and I moved into our first apartment - our first night sleeping together as a couple - I...
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therevolutionary:
i hope you are more comfortable in your place.
ophelia:
I miss you ♥
Here I am in the 21044 - doing laundry... my bed won't be here until Saturday... I'm about 30% unpacked... I'm having a crisis with the cable and my Tivo because I don't know how to make them work together.
I might need to make a trip to Best Buy...
Somewhere between moving in the rain and.... well.. moving in the rain - I came...
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I might need to make a trip to Best Buy...
Somewhere between moving in the rain and.... well.. moving in the rain - I came...
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gersguy:
Living in Columbia. Doesn't sound like fun at all. I like to go there for stuff and get the hell out!
You are going to have to post pictures once you get settled in. Always interesting looking at how people hang thier shit up.
You are going to have to post pictures once you get settled in. Always interesting looking at how people hang thier shit up.
I'm going to recap yesterday - Wednesday evening..... because this is just a day in my life... this is the kind of shit that happens on the regular.
My best friend Katie has a pretty bad drinking problem... which is just exacerbated by cocaine..
Last Wednesday she quit the restaurant - she was fed up - frustrated - whatever. It didn't help that she had...
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My best friend Katie has a pretty bad drinking problem... which is just exacerbated by cocaine..
Last Wednesday she quit the restaurant - she was fed up - frustrated - whatever. It didn't help that she had...
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joshguy:
In the words of my nukka P-Diddy, "Fuck it, another day, another dolla" and about your friend, if i could count how many times i have had to do that....... it be on one hand, but still....if its worth saving ones life, it has to be done. i feel if she loves you, shell find help in whatever way she possibly can. but if she dont, dont be upset. addicts are addicts, weither they are addicted to drugs or lying, they will always disapoint.
joshguy:
by the way..... 
....... i thought you would want one
....... i thought you would want oneI suppose it's shower time.
Then work time.
Followed by an ambien and sleep.
Shit, I've got to pick up my RX. Apparently Paxil CR has a "packaging" issue and so it's on back order for 2 months. I about crapped myself when the girl at the pharmacy told me this - already being on day 3 of withdrawl. By day 5 I can't walk...
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Then work time.
Followed by an ambien and sleep.
Shit, I've got to pick up my RX. Apparently Paxil CR has a "packaging" issue and so it's on back order for 2 months. I about crapped myself when the girl at the pharmacy told me this - already being on day 3 of withdrawl. By day 5 I can't walk...
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conchobhar:
I hate moving. Just spent Wednesday helping my ex-wife, Dekatzmeow, move into her new place.
I wish you luck and hope it doesn't rain.
I wish you luck and hope it doesn't rain.
ashtoreth:
Ambien- Is that by RX. I take some OTC stuff now for sleep.
A lie is a lie - no matter how you turn it around or spin it... or sugar coat it.
Today was a rough day... I couldn't win no matter what I did.
I do have both ears at 0g now.. which is fairly exciting... one ambien down.. I'm tingly and tired.
Today was a rough day... I couldn't win no matter what I did.
I do have both ears at 0g now.. which is fairly exciting... one ambien down.. I'm tingly and tired.
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therevolutionary:
I hope you are feeling better.
I just watched the 3rd Matrix again today. People are nuts when the say only the first one was good.
I just watched the 3rd Matrix again today. People are nuts when the say only the first one was good.
joshguy:
a lie is a lie, i agree, its guys like me who think one lie is okay. i should know better by now. 
Edited to say.... once you catch someone in a lie, and you know for a fact they are lying. play them like you would a good poker hand. slow play it till they are so fucked, they break down.
[Edited on Mar 30, 2005 1:04PM]
Edited to say.... once you catch someone in a lie, and you know for a fact they are lying. play them like you would a good poker hand. slow play it till they are so fucked, they break down.
[Edited on Mar 30, 2005 1:04PM]
I think a lot of signs are pointing to "give up"
My best friend decided that rather than keep the plans she and I had - she'd rather go out with some guy she's been screwing around with - who is not her husband...
I went off on her - and her response was "Jenn, sometimes I wish I could just control you."
My other...
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My best friend decided that rather than keep the plans she and I had - she'd rather go out with some guy she's been screwing around with - who is not her husband...
I went off on her - and her response was "Jenn, sometimes I wish I could just control you."
My other...
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stradyvarius:
Hi again!
Today you have not updated...
are you tired?!
Today you have not updated...
are you tired?!
gersguy:
I have said it before!! You are very cool, interesting and of course HOT. Just stop being so down on yourself. Being depressed sucks and percs are not the way to feel better for the long run.
Offer still stands as it looks like it does with everyone else. Start exploring other people. If out of twenty new people you meet just one might be a good friend for life. Thats worth it right?
Lalalalaluke IIIIIIIII ammmmmm your faaather.
Offer still stands as it looks like it does with everyone else. Start exploring other people. If out of twenty new people you meet just one might be a good friend for life. Thats worth it right?
Lalalalaluke IIIIIIIII ammmmmm your faaather.
One percocet down....
One alcoholic beverage down.
Hopefully Jenn will be down soon as well.
I've got to be at my parents house super early tomorrow... and then I have to be at work at 11:30am... a nice 12 hour shift..
I've had one day off in the last 10.
I'm listening to old classic rock - House of the rising sun by the Animals......
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One alcoholic beverage down.
Hopefully Jenn will be down soon as well.
I've got to be at my parents house super early tomorrow... and then I have to be at work at 11:30am... a nice 12 hour shift..
I've had one day off in the last 10.
I'm listening to old classic rock - House of the rising sun by the Animals......
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darkendsun:
least you aint sick... :/
wsj:
I'll bring the cheese and crackers, since you got the whine taken care of.
TKS
TKS
Duke lost and that is fantastic.
My dad is probably having happy little dreams tonight.
I always manage to crack myself up.
It's nearly 4 am... I'm still awake... on the account of too many cherry bombs at the bar... Red Bull is the devil.
Back to work in... 8 hours... Made some decent money tonight...
I move in.... a week. Unbelievable... 7 days. My...
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My dad is probably having happy little dreams tonight.
I always manage to crack myself up.
It's nearly 4 am... I'm still awake... on the account of too many cherry bombs at the bar... Red Bull is the devil.
Back to work in... 8 hours... Made some decent money tonight...
I move in.... a week. Unbelievable... 7 days. My...
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xip:
How do you know your dad is having happy little dreams?
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laika:
mmm, cherry bombs are sooooooo good! 
Sometimes I think the only way that I can make myself feel better is to just scream..... until I can't scream anymore.
Let it all out...
I'd hit something but I've done that before and learned that the hurt carries over into the next day...
Bruised knuckles and all.
There isn't anything to be angry, sad, mad, whatever about... it's all in my head.
Let it all out...
I'd hit something but I've done that before and learned that the hurt carries over into the next day...
Bruised knuckles and all.
There isn't anything to be angry, sad, mad, whatever about... it's all in my head.
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darkendsun:
u can hit me.... i could use the pain, ive felt too normal lately..
<before after> 
<before after>
lexie:
putting a pillow over your head and screaming.. or punching it may help..
thank you for the birthday wishes
thank you for the birthday wishes
A better version of me.
If I talk in all lyrics would you give me points for creativity?
She's a pretty girl, happy in an ugly place.
She shines in a world full of ugliness.
She's perfect in that fucked up way.
I feel skinny and pretty today... day 6 of Outback. Tomorrow will be day 7 and then Saturday - day 8. I close...
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If I talk in all lyrics would you give me points for creativity?
She's a pretty girl, happy in an ugly place.
She shines in a world full of ugliness.
She's perfect in that fucked up way.
I feel skinny and pretty today... day 6 of Outback. Tomorrow will be day 7 and then Saturday - day 8. I close...
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gersguy:
You are always interesting. I never know what you are going to want. You have wanted a "good guy" to be with for ever and love. Then you have also just wanted a cock to use for a few hours and get rid of it forever.
Also, nice cam pic about a month ago. Damn girl just fishing for the big O.
As the world turns sweetheart.
Also, nice cam pic about a month ago. Damn girl just fishing for the big O.
As the world turns sweetheart.
excowboy:
I just want your pussy - Hey, I'm forward and honest - I don't really want anything else... sooo, uh, why won't you let me hump you?
Rain.... rain.... and more rain.
I made some money last night.... broke 100 dollars... and then went out and got HAMMERED...
Stone Cellar, Clydes... was invited to some party at some rich kids house but instead I went home and crashed... hard.
All this rain makes me want to crawl back in bed... and since I don't have to go in to work until much...
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I made some money last night.... broke 100 dollars... and then went out and got HAMMERED...
Stone Cellar, Clydes... was invited to some party at some rich kids house but instead I went home and crashed... hard.
All this rain makes me want to crawl back in bed... and since I don't have to go in to work until much...
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adelayde:
definitely some funny shit!
crazy88:
i love making money and as soon as the shift is over.
spening it on booze.
gotta love the resturant biz.
spening it on booze.
gotta love the resturant biz.
Nerd moment of the day :
I miss X-Files.
I miss Mulder and Scully.
I miss X-Files.
I miss Mulder and Scully.
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adelayde:
i see you're from the same area as me. what schools did you go to?
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[Edited on Mar 23, 2005 4:21AM]
adelayde:
i graduated from Howard in '02.