girlordinary

Really though - I am an adult. I'm chill as can be - just say you don't want to do something with me - I'm sick of lame ass excuses - so so sick of that shit. Considering I sent an email earlier this week to make sure everything was still on...

Oh - and I don't need to be used. Thank you.

I won't be a distraction. I won't be a tool you use to create attention.

In one ear and out the other.
I'm an adult. Grow up.

And when you finally do get a taste...
Your thirst is just out of control.

And.
I need sex.
I'd like some from behind please.

I had plans for this evening but they fell through.

Home alone.

So long - and thanks for all the fish.

After all the jacks are in their boxes
and the clowns have all gone to bed
You can hear happiness staggering on down the street
footsteps dressed in red
And the wind whispers Mary
A broom is drearily sweeping
up the broken pieces of yesterdays life
Somewhere a queen is weeping
Somewhere a king has no wife
And the wind, it cries Mary
The traffic...
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Where did you go?

I am just a girl
Standing in front of a boy
Asking him to love her.

It's not
What you thought
When you first began it
You got
What you want
Now you can hardly stand it though,
By now you know
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
'Til you wise up

I have my bedroom window open - there is a mewmew sitting on the windowsill - it's a good day.

From Survivor :

"To stand here and try to fix her life is just a big waste of time. People dont want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messed cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown."