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So drained.

No matter what I do, how late I stay up, how many pills I take - I still wake up at an ungodly hour... it's usually around 7am or so...

Insane.

Everything is so dry.. my finger tips are all cracked and the skin is peeling... my nose keeps bleeding.... I hate this weather... hate hate hate it.

Who wants to run off...
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conchobhar:
Damn... ETIDuDIE is right. No reason you or GloryBox should be alone. Your both so damn cute.

On another note ladies...can you send a note to GoatsGoToHell vouching for myself and lessthanpunk so we can join the fucking SGCharmCity group? Sorry for speaking for the other lessthanpunk but GloryBox told me he was not admited yet either. If need be I will come up to dine so you can meet me officially.
gundamzig:
i hate internal alarm clocks. i have insomnia and the prediliction for waking up before my alarm goes.

The weather here sucks , too. Have had a head cold/sinus infection for a week. Pretty nasty and couldn' taste or smell anything for 2-3 days, around the same time i had a fever. Makes ME, the winter baby, want spring to come.

Hope whenever i get my nipple/s pierced that prob doesn't occur. Just don't know when.

i desperately miss cuddling. One thing i know i was good at doing. My ex-fiance fell asleep pretty easy with me (or maybe it was boredom).

Re: our being millionaires. Knowing my luck someone would put out a legal over the counter happy pill and my stock would fall; or, i would run out of melancholy and sadness and be bereft of all emotion. My love doesn't seem to have any purchasing power either.

What is SGCharm City and how to join? Only internet groups i belong to are goth/vamp. Narrow scope.
i hate being away from the States

Take care beautiful,
skull skull skull skull skull
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want to feel your lips
and rough hands on my body
one more will you please

haiku for you.

i behaved tonight and had one cocktail - malibu and pineapple... after that it was water and i came home like a good girl.

tomorrow looks like it's going to be a busy day.
doctor's appointment in the a.m. - work in the afternoon/evening.... it should...
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andychrist:
Ya Looking Very Beautiful In Ya Pictures There Me Likie Well Message Me Back If Ya Like We Can Chat Sometime
lessthanpunc:
mmmm busy days gotta love um! they come and go tho like no big deal im sure its not your 1st and wont be your last. hmm lots o reading that is good 4 the soul i hear shame i never learned how to do it! smile
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Have a good weekend.
I'll be working quiet a bit. Working until close means I'm usually out by midnight, depending on how busy it gets.
Friday (today) - 4 - close
Saturday - 1:30 - close
Sunday - 1:30 - close
Monday - 2 - close
Tuesday - 4 - close (I head wait so this means I'll be the last one out - I...
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pepper13:
damn! way too much work, I am missing u already frown
I think u need a good dose of Hair pulling, ass smacking, biting. Kisses on the neck and back. Dirty talk. Roughness.
wink
rude_ruca:
Wow, just checked out the finished product of your interplanetary tat....way fuckin cool! Where is your artist located? and do you have plans for another anytime soon? ooo aaa
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firebluejoe:
i fucking love that tattoo love love love love love love love love
gundamzig:
A beautiful tat for a beautiful woman, wish i could afford my grand design. Can't even afford more piercings.
skull
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I'm ready to move far far away.
Went out for drinks tonight... was supposed to hit up Bmore city but it was pretty dead down there so went out for local drinks.
Cheap drinks = Jenn drinks more.
Yeah.
I'm saucy.
The kind of saucy where I just want to lay back and enjoy the experience.

So when I move far far away... I want...
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tadzi:
you oughta take a vacation. go somewhere, anywhere. even if it its just a day trip. something to clear all the bad stuff out before you head in whatever direction your going to go in.

hell, if you cant think of anything, you can always come up and watch shawshank with me wink

but seriously, make this job thing and free time into something good.
joshguy:
i know it aint far far away, but i often drive to OC for the night and sleep in the park-and-ride. its very relaxing to sit on the beach and smell the ocean. like a month ago, i got really pissed at somone or something and drove to OC by myself and sat on the beach for about 15 minutes, then drove home. seems retarded but i felt better all that week. nothing could fuck with me that week because i had alone time, on the beach, at 2AM. now that i think about it, that should qualify me for a loser card or something. Loser ID perhaps. hehe. feel better.

<3-Joshie
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I'm thinking maybe when the weather gets warmer - I'm going to go with short hair again.
I really liked it - I thought it was cute...
But I like my hair right now...
Hair does grow back.

I would like a day at the spa.... one of those hot stone massages.... seaweed wraps... happy ending?
Maybe not.

My new plugs came in yesteday and...
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acidstorm:
slut whore
pepper13:
Hey just wanted you 2 check out my new photoset on suicideboys, let me know what you think. wink
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Why didn't I think of it before.
<3 hed.

"It's only after you've lost everything, that you're free to do anything."
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davejj:
In Tyler we trust
glorybox:
true that..... kiss
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i have just been laid off.
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sharkbait:
sorry to read it. I know this doesn't help, I was laid off two years ago, wonderful vaction, poor pay. Good luck skull
goatsgotohell:
I've been there, it sucks, I hope you find something else very soon. kiss
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I can't believe I've got to listen to him for another 4 years.
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fthree:
on the bright side Jon Stewart has 4 years of material :-)
hedwired:
"go back to bed America, your government is in control again...
here watch this, shut up, You are free to do as we tell you!" - Bill Hicks
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The band-aids are doing more harm than good.... I take them off at night and little... threads of skin come off with them..
My neck is... bruised.. and now.. torn? Raw? One or the other.

Everyone thinks I've been assulted.
Well, they think someone took things too far.
If you looked close enough, you might be able to see where his fingers were laced around...
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glorybox:
hmmm??? eeek blush
hedwired:
I see the Palahniuk fan in you come out in your journals.... feel like I'm reading his next novel wink

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It's 122 am.. I can't sleep.
I should be exhausted but my mind won't stop spinning...
I've been blind sided by... shit.

Friday I worked both jobs..
Saturday 1-12 at the restaurant
Today 1-10 at the restaurant.
Monday - both jobs (9-11)
Tuesday - both jobs (9-11)
Wednesday - both jobs (9-11)
Thursday - both jobs (9-11)

I want to lay down in bed but...
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fergie_racer:
I have the same problem when I try to sleep. I try to do math problems in my head, and it usually works.
anthajb:
now what you should do is take a blunt object and with enough force you can knock out an elephant with, blind side yourself. you'll wake up with a splitting head ach but you'll sleep like a baby.....

Ant
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Animal cops makes me so.... sad..
I can't believe human beings can be so awful.... to these little creatures...

There is an elderly couple who had too many pets to take care of.... in that instance - I feel bad for both animals and humans.

I just want to love on all the neglected/abused animals and give them some of my love..
:/

Sorry for...
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frisinator:
Yeah that show depresses the shit out of me. frown
loslope:
Nothing wrong with that. We rock Animal Planet all of the time too. smile