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Sunday night=Very nice Replay would be nice.
Monday=Math Test that I probably failed. EEK! AHh math how i hate thee.
And right now I am talking to my

If i could have anything in the world. Anything. It would be my own place. Apt. House, Shack. I dont care, as long as its mine. It'll be more of a home to me than this "home" is. Somewhere, where i could plant a garden...Sunflowers. You know what i'd take an empty house. I'd take no furniture, no table, no chairs. I'd sleep on floor...as...
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Today was one of those off days. Parts of the day I felt fine, and the other parts...i felt like shit. I couldn't shake off the feeling. I made dinner for Ryan...but for some reason I felt like it didn't turn out any good. I wasn't sure if Ryan really liked it. I doubt he'd lie about liking it. But either way I don't think...
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I'm cooking dinner, for my love. I'm making arroz con picadillo...Cuban dish. But i'm using a veggie substitute for the ground beef so this should be interesting. I hope it turns out good. or i'll cry. lol of embarassment. I've never been told i have bad cooking...infact people have told me i cook good. But i've never cooked for any guy, and on top of...
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You know, this is an interesting cover done by this guy...cause the line "And the bible didn't mention us, not even once." And this guy is singing about another guy...hmm it makes sense. He has a cool voice.


P.S. read my blog below...tis much more important haha

Halloween 2007. As I drove up the streets towards Ryan's place, it made me smile to see the whole street filled with trick-or-treaters. Seems so long ago when i would go trick-or-treating. I always had to lie about going. I wasn't suppose to celebrate Halloween. lol But I still did!

Anyways when i arrived, and as i came inside Ryan's house. There they were. sitting...
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I came home last night, or rather this morning to an angry family. I guess my dad went out looking for me, because they woke up in the middle of the night...and I wasn't there. I told my sister through a text with my phone i'd be home late and that my phone was dying. But i guess it never went through. That drive home...
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So yesterday was fun I got dressed in my costume at work...i wanted to show my co-worker my costume. She said it look'd good. I felt sorta self-concious. It was pretty tight. No curves to hide. So i walked out of the store...and right as i was walking in this guy stops in his tracks...and says "Nice..." And just gives me that "lustful look," It...
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So last night was pretty fuckin' awesome. Yeah, FUCKIN' awesome. I said it. I got off work at 9pm. Which is early, cause i usually get out at 10pm. My co-worker sierra bought me some pomegranite smirnoff...and then i tried calling my cousin to see if she was up for some pizza, but she was in long beach. (Probably at a party.) So then i...
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This is my Fav<3 song. And Idk, i always think of you when I hear it Ry. (i'm sure the song has diff. Interpretations) I think it's the actual music that reminds me of you. It's sweet.

I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will...
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