girlb0t

So i've been working at my job for about 4 months now. It has had its ups and downs. But i'm sticking to it.
Lately i've just been wondering what to do with my whole life. At times i feel like i know what i want to be and
than there are times i just feel so lost in this world. I like and love many things writing, reading, traveling creating stuff, business, computers, pictures & Louisiana but most of all i just love helping people. And not helping people pick out what kind of meat they want sliced or what kind of fish they should take home (which is what i currently do i work in a deli & seafood), really helping someone. Right now i'm majoring in communications and computer systems. But i feel lost about both. I keep asking myself is this what i want to do for the rest of my life. I only get one life...is this really it. And than i start thinking what i really wish i could do is just write. Not for some big company, not for a newspaper. But for me. I'd like to write books, but the problem with that is you gotta right stuff people WANT to read. And i feel like i'm not qualified to do that. There's a lot of stuff i like to do. I'm just confuzzled.