So I made a decision today...although i've been thinking about it for a while i finally came to conclusion that I don't want to go back to Cal State Northridge. For several reasons.Although I don't want to have to live at home for three more years...maybe four lol. But i'll suffer with it. Home wouldn't be so bad if we had our personal space. There's no privacy. But anyways, when I think about going back to Northridge...I dread it. Too many things happened to me out there that made me think...back in Ontario is where I should be. I'm the type of person that gets home sick. I start missing everyone. I don't do long distance atleast not for whole years...And i'd miss Ryan way to much. I miss him now and we're about 20-30mins apart. Being an Hour to and Hour an a half apart....makes me very sad. 
I'd miss even my family. I hate being so far...that if something happened to me or them. We'd be fuck'd. So here is my plan. I'm gonna keep going to Mt. Sac, for winter session and spring, and probably summer to. But in the mean time...I'm going to try and transfer to Cal State San Bernardino. Which isn't that far, i'll just commute. No matter what i'm not just going to stop goin' to school...but I think I rather follow what my heart says. And when my sister, cause it wont be mom and dad...especially my dad he'll be so happy. He likes us at home. For some odd reason hahaha. But anyways when my sister gives me shit, i'm just going to ignore her. I understand she went to a kick ass school, and graduated with two degrees...but i'm not going to live life with regrets because i listened to someone else. Call me stupid, but this is what I want. And i'm gonna do it.
I'd miss even my family. I hate being so far...that if something happened to me or them. We'd be fuck'd. So here is my plan. I'm gonna keep going to Mt. Sac, for winter session and spring, and probably summer to. But in the mean time...I'm going to try and transfer to Cal State San Bernardino. Which isn't that far, i'll just commute. No matter what i'm not just going to stop goin' to school...but I think I rather follow what my heart says. And when my sister, cause it wont be mom and dad...especially my dad he'll be so happy. He likes us at home. For some odd reason hahaha. But anyways when my sister gives me shit, i'm just going to ignore her. I understand she went to a kick ass school, and graduated with two degrees...but i'm not going to live life with regrets because i listened to someone else. Call me stupid, but this is what I want. And i'm gonna do it.