girlb0t

So last night was pretty fuckin' awesome. Yeah, FUCKIN' awesome. I said it. I got off work at 9pm. Which is early, cause i usually get out at 10pm. My co-worker sierra bought me some pomegranite smirnoff...and then i tried calling my cousin to see if she was up for some pizza, but she was in long beach. (Probably at a party.) So then i called my best friend Jessica from high school. I thought maybe by chance she might want to hang out. Cause she's usually always busy. She wasn't we ended up watching Nightmare Before Christmas 3-D at the Imax. Let me just say 3-D glasses + alcohol=Even more fuckin' awesome of a movie. Despues we went to a kickback in riverside. Girls night in. NO GUYS. It was nice i got to hang out with my girls. Two of which i hadn't seen in a long time. We drank Bracardi 151. And Smirnoff. Although all the girls toasted to fuck guys, and fuck the 501's (greasers, their men) I was drinking to fuck family problems. Last night i didn't give a shit if my parents were going to be heated when i came home in the morn'. My dad thinks that I don't care about school and etc...uh which just makes me mad....cause i'm doing my shit. I want to go back to Northridge. Honestly i hate being at home, i just hate it. That's the only reason why i want to go back. I didn't have to tell anyone where i was going. i could just fuckin' go. I know my dad is going to be pissed because i'll be out tonight again for Ryan's party. But, i don't care. I want to have fun, and I want to be with Ryan...Cause last night made me even more aware of how fuckin' lucky I am not to have a b/f who is a douche. Ryan is no douche. Not.even.close. Gotta go to work. off 3 hrs. of sleep. We also went to Dennys last night...that was good, but my hot chocolate was shit. lol not literally. Hmmm...tired. Fuck. oh well.