One thing I cantr understand is when you ask someone to do something that in all honety is very small, just a small task and they dont do it... I feel like I have yet again been put in second place and never have i felt this lonely before, never.... So where does that leave me except to write this that no-one will see, it is interesting to think that when one writes something down it feels better when for me it is making me feel even worse because I have to try and go through every feeling over and over again just to try and put a sentence together...
HOW COULD SHE DO THIS TO ME????
I asked her notto see this guy tonight and then she says "your not giving me a choice" even though she chooses to do what she wants anyway... I dont fucking know where I stand right now... This guy is a sleazy prick and I should be with her right now holding her tight telling her how much I love her... Instead she says "I need to see my friends and catch up with them" This would be fair enough if they didnt talk every night on MSN.....
Again where does it leave me? by myself, on the internet expressing myself electronicly as thats all I can do, I cant create a beautiful masterpeice, she is my master peice... She is everything to me. Why cant she put me first for once... She says that she does but I dont see how she does? I bet she even got ready really quickly when he was going to come over and he didnt waste his time getting there either.,.. the fucking sleazy fuck wit.....
Enough of my whinging........
I need something else to do or I might drive myself insane with anger..... Is that even possible???????
Who knows?
Simon forsyth
HOW COULD SHE DO THIS TO ME????
I asked her notto see this guy tonight and then she says "your not giving me a choice" even though she chooses to do what she wants anyway... I dont fucking know where I stand right now... This guy is a sleazy prick and I should be with her right now holding her tight telling her how much I love her... Instead she says "I need to see my friends and catch up with them" This would be fair enough if they didnt talk every night on MSN.....
Again where does it leave me? by myself, on the internet expressing myself electronicly as thats all I can do, I cant create a beautiful masterpeice, she is my master peice... She is everything to me. Why cant she put me first for once... She says that she does but I dont see how she does? I bet she even got ready really quickly when he was going to come over and he didnt waste his time getting there either.,.. the fucking sleazy fuck wit.....
Enough of my whinging........
I need something else to do or I might drive myself insane with anger..... Is that even possible???????
Who knows?
Simon forsyth
if I was any good with women i would try to give you some advice, but I suck with women so I will just say watch it because they will fucking crush you.