lol so I got fired today. what a fucking joke. i can't even hold down a job as a receptionist. I speak 5 languages, someday people will have to call me "Doctor", but I'm not qualified to answer a phone. Maybe I should start another band. At least then I can hear myself on the radio while I'm starving to death.
Sigh. Oh well, at least I made enough cash from this stupid fucking job to pay August's rent, then my student loans should come through for September. I once thought that I wouldn't make it to 25. Then we all revised that to 35. Hell, now I'm 36. I can't even die young anymore, as Stanhope says, I can only die younger than I might have otherwise.
How did I get so old? I don't feel old. I mean, I can't do drugs and drink all night and still show up at work the next day without looking like death left me hanging. But I'm still just the same jerk-off inside that I was when I was 23. I haven't learned any life lessons or wisdom or prententious bullshit like that.
Perhaps I can compose a more "office-friendly" email. Maybe I can hide my contempt for the people around me better, but that's just learned behaviour, not insight.
Sigh. Oh well, at least I made enough cash from this stupid fucking job to pay August's rent, then my student loans should come through for September. I once thought that I wouldn't make it to 25. Then we all revised that to 35. Hell, now I'm 36. I can't even die young anymore, as Stanhope says, I can only die younger than I might have otherwise.
How did I get so old? I don't feel old. I mean, I can't do drugs and drink all night and still show up at work the next day without looking like death left me hanging. But I'm still just the same jerk-off inside that I was when I was 23. I haven't learned any life lessons or wisdom or prententious bullshit like that.
Perhaps I can compose a more "office-friendly" email. Maybe I can hide my contempt for the people around me better, but that's just learned behaviour, not insight.