Day 50 of my personal fitness routine - looking forward to 10 nights in Los Angeles and the Connecticut Warrior Dash shortly after. Body transformation under way - I feel so much stronger and full of life than before.
Spent the day at work as usual. End of the quarter and ramping up for new goals at work. My boss is pretty dope though so I can hit the ground running when it comes to change. Starting to really dig on my body lately. I've spent the better part of the last 9 years dwelling on the fact that I no longer weigh 95 lbs. Found a really cool site where real women can post pictures of their bodies and heigh weight for others to view and gain perspective. http://www.mybodygallery.com/ I have had such a difficult time accepting my size when what I need to do is just love ME and accept my body. I swear I spend hours on this site and others analyzing the bodies of other women and actually falling in love with THEIR flaws and quirks when I can't even stand to glance at my own. Really trying to psychologically break down the building blocks of self hate and body image dismorphic disorder. Or whatever it's called. I think I want to do a photo shoot soon so that I can really get into figuring out how to love myself.
Spent the day at work as usual. End of the quarter and ramping up for new goals at work. My boss is pretty dope though so I can hit the ground running when it comes to change. Starting to really dig on my body lately. I've spent the better part of the last 9 years dwelling on the fact that I no longer weigh 95 lbs. Found a really cool site where real women can post pictures of their bodies and heigh weight for others to view and gain perspective. http://www.mybodygallery.com/ I have had such a difficult time accepting my size when what I need to do is just love ME and accept my body. I swear I spend hours on this site and others analyzing the bodies of other women and actually falling in love with THEIR flaws and quirks when I can't even stand to glance at my own. Really trying to psychologically break down the building blocks of self hate and body image dismorphic disorder. Or whatever it's called. I think I want to do a photo shoot soon so that I can really get into figuring out how to love myself.