ginobiliesque

My ex has been calling me lately, and I don't like it. I like talking to her, because I still love her very much, and apparently she loves and misses me. But talking to her reminds me of the fact that we broke up, and what's worse, it makes me think that there is a possibility that we'll get back together. Except we won't. I know, in my head, that we won't get back together, but talking to her makes me think that we might, and the conflict between what I know and what I feel is messing me up. More than I need to be messed up, by the way.
So, I'm depressed. And angry. And confused. And I don't want to be any of these things for much longer, because my drinking is going way up, and it fucks with my work. Any advice?