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I have had a good week so far

I am very happy with the way things are going even though it seems that life is trying to beat me down with obstacles...take your best shot world!!!!

Anywho, I'm seeing Henry Rollins this weekend and I am super excited!!!! I can't wait to write about it. wahoooo!!!!

Is there anyone in this world that you can truly trust?

I was recently burned by my best friend...drama that didn't need to be caused...it upset me very much...

Oh well...gotta learn to hold my tounge I suppose...

When I got into my car last night, the windows were steamed, and I was still steamy...

The drive home was nice...the fog lay in front of me like I was driving through a cloud...Norah Jones was in my Cd player which added to the content but still a little downtrodden mood that I was in...

Happiness comes in so many different forms...

Welcome home...
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Today my mom would be 56 years old...

This day has always been tough for me...I miss her more on her birthday than I do on holidays and the day she died...I wonder why that is...?

...I guess it would be the idea that we would be celebrating another year of her life...but that ended 3 1/2 years ago...

...I am not really depressed...I think...
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My heart, it seems, I display on a silver platter so that it is there for the taking...

It seems that I just want someone to take it and love me the way that I want to be loved...

I think that I am expecting too much...I just keep having it handed back to me used...

I need to protect it and keep it safe...
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AH...finally Friday...

I really have nothing good to write to be honest...

I'm just so happy that this week is OVER!

Christ...it's 6:30 in the am and I'm up so I can go see the doc...

Being sick sucks...

It doesn't help that I was up til 2 in the am working on a pre-calc test...I'm changing my freakin' major...

I got an unexpected message last night from an unexpected friend that made me feel like I was appreciated..."Thank you so much 4 your kindness, love,...
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There is always turmoil and ups and downs that the universe throws at us like a monkey throwing shit...

I feel that I am finally blossoming into my own person...I am becoming ME...and I have to dodge the shit...

Otherwise it will only knock me down.

I have become quite strong and resilient in my 24 years with the things that I have seen and...
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Erin told me that she considers that a birthday is actually our own personal New Year...

I agree with this. I am 24 today...never was before...never will be again...

It makes me think of the hardships and the happiness of this past year and the years before that...

Although things have been very rough lately, I have been basically happy...

I have my friends, both...
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Not too much going on here...

I had a great weekend and I saw some people that I haven't seen in a very long time.

I'm sorry this is boring! Hahaha!! I'll write more when things get exciting!!