ginjer

For those who didn't read the last blog I started making and selling brownies
SPECIAL BROWNIES
I'm trying to be cautious and not just walk down the street selling them lol
but I dont have money to post or advertise anywhere
I just want a real job... is that so much to ask for?
I would be happy washing dishes or mopping up puke for gods sake
I see people who hate their jobs every single day, its not fair
I live at nate's and we fight a lot, he has no idea what Im going through
He doesnt know what its like to be without a REAL home
and without a family that loves you
Most people dont understand
I dont have friends because I dont have a home or money
Am I suppose to invite them to hang out in the park with me or something?
Nothing is free, I rarely have enough money for the bus
I am extremely depressed
and I cant even see a shrink or get meds or anything
I feel 100% hopeless and helpless every single day