ginjer

WOW, so sorry to hear about this crappy turn of events. It always sucks when major things go wrong ALL at once, or they've built to a head at the same time.

These things can and will work out, maybe not for the most positive outcome, but they will iron out.

Stay strong, for yourself, and for your Gran .

Whenever things get tough, I always try to remind myself that everything happens for a reason. There is no way that this planet was positioned like this, within meters of sustaining life. Whatever it may be, I believe in a higher order and thing beyond our normal perception. Staying strong, moving forward, and following what feels right is the best way to go.

Sorry to hear about your grandma. It is probably not disillusion. People often see family passed when the end is near. Not to say that this is it. However, as we all get much older and health starts to slip, the inevitable is certainly closer. Just remember that death is not the end. Merely a transition. It is best to cherish the time we have.