ginjer

at home and bored AGAIN

I cant shake this feeling of depression
Ive spent this whole summer doing nothing
I have no job, very few friends, I spend everyday with nate
who comes home from work tired and just wants to be lazy
he's 25, mature and laid back, im 19 full of youthful energy
his car with expired tags and no insurance cant take us to the beach or anywhere
he's afraid of rollercoasters and heights and he is SO DIFFERENT than me
I spend most days wondering why Im with him, then I hate myself for having those thoughts
I have no fucking clue what to do and Im driving myself insane thinking about it

I'm far too sensitive, I get depressed far too easily

I hate my life right now