ginjer

I am home alone and bored, bleh...
me and nate are fighting, not his fault
I found out his family doesnt like me like I thought they did
I refuse to stay there knowing they dont like me, so im back at home
with my alone time ive been thinking a lot about what to do for my next set
I have two very good photographers coming to portland to shoot me within a month
Ive been looking at my favorite SGs and fav sets and looking at what i love about them
and I came to a conclusion, Ive been spending a year trying to hard to be like my fav models
my set by lorelei got accepted and go figure its the one set im being meyself in, so simple

I cant do another simple themed set but I will be myself in my next set, I will be ginjer
my hair is natural again for the first time in forever, ginjer is finally a ginger again
I cant be Sash and I cant be Toxic no matter how hard I try, I will by myself
wish me luck, its gonna be my most challenging set

Lastly, I wanted to post some lyrics that mean the world to me <3

When they push, when they pull
Tell me can you hold on
When they say you should change
Can you lift your head high and stay strong

Will you give up, give in
When your heart's crying out "that is wrong"
Will you love you for you at the end of it all

Now in life there's gonna be times
When you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that the one thing we should know is

Don't be scared
To fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door

It's in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers you will unfold
What are you waiting for
Spread your wings and soar

The boy who wonders, is he good enough for them
Keep trying to please them all
But he just never seems to fit in
Then there's the girl who thinks she'll never ever be
Good enough for him
He's trying to change and
That's a game she'll never win

In life there will be times when you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurities seem to take control
We start to look outside ourselves
For acceptance and approval
We keep forgetting that one thing we should know is

Don't be scared
To fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door

It's in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers they will unfold
What are you waiting for
Spread your wings and soar

In the mirror is where she comes
Face to face with her fears
Her reflection now foreign to her
After all these years
All of her life she has tried to be
Something besides herself
Now time has passed and she's ended up
Someone else with regret

What is it is that makes us feel the need
To keep pretending
Gotta let ourselves be

Don't be scared
To fly alone
Find a path that is your own
Love will open every door

It's in your hands the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know
All the answers you will unfold
Don't wait no more
Spread your wings and soar

Find your road
Love will open every door
See in your hands the world is yours
Don't look back in the window, you'll find your way
Always know all the answers will unfold