ginjer

Its official me and nate broke up, I am not good enough for him
I feel like my world is crushed and Im so stupid for getting so attached
Ive been drinking for an hour now so maybe I'll feel better soon

I feel helpless & I foresee an extremely boring summer ahead of me
I have very few other friends and I hate being at home
Ive only been home like 3 times in 3 months, been at nates every day damn it

Im sure its hard on him too, having to sleep alone
he has my name on different things around his room, notecards & such
he has stuff ive bought him including the fedora he wears daily

I feel like dying