ginjer

I hate fathers day so much
Nate knows my dad is dead, why can't he be a little more fucking sensitive
We got into fighst about where we wanted to go to breakfast
well I came over at 1AM in pajamas so nowhere public or big
nowhere where I have to stare at the cute families enjoying fathers day
we could get take out, delivery, make a fucking picnic for all I care
but its not a good day for me to go out and he doesn't understand...

Now he is off getting drunk at the casino while Im crying and home alone
I'm suppose to spend the day with my sister but havent heard from her yet...
Things with nate aren't looking good, I dont know how long we will last
I hate my life so much recently

Did I mention I still dont have an apartment? yup it sucks!