ginjer

This just in... being sick SUCKS :/
I've been sleeping way too much and drinking way too little and I just wanna go play in the rain
I'm stressing twice as much about getting rent paid because I haven't even been able to look for a job and of course the stress just makes me more sick....GAAAAH

Although nobody on this site yet knows this its nothing I try to hide, I am bi polar
I've been trying to handle it without meds for almost a year now and I'd say Im doing pretty damn good
but Ive been thinking A LOT about going back on medication and I'm just not sure....
I would be able to keep a stable job better and stay in school instead of new job every few months and taking terms off just because. The bitchy side of me would be mostly gone and many people would appreciate that but then the hyper crazy side would be gone too and I love that side of me
I dont know... too much stuff for a sick person to ponder
Chai and The Carebears Movie have become very medicinal to me so I shall enjoy both tonight

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