Saturday Mar 12, 2005

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I need a kick up the arse.... frown

I just made myself sick coz I felt so fat...... But that's not the worst bit.
I started scratching myself again. I know I shouldn't but I coudn't help it! frown frown frown

I don't mean to sound like some other teenage 'wannabe' who's into self harm. I could never cut myself, I'm too much of a wuss. I should prolly cut my nails down or something....

I just feel so fucking shit! I hate college at the moment, I hate work, I this stinking town and it's inbred arseholes and I hate myself. blackeyed
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lock:
Fuck 'em honey.

When everyone is against you, feel sorry for them, because you are on the winning side.

And why would you want to mess around with such a beautiful body?
treefella:
We all hate ourselves sometimes. As well as hating everything around us, work collage etc. In my experience it passes, and comes back and passes again and comes back.

I dont like my body very much, but there are people who do, that helps, you have to belive them really, my girlfriend made me do a set for SG boys, sort of scary really, but it helps.

I hate chavs (townies) more than anything, when I first started uni, Derby used to be a cool place to be, but it seems to have had a townie makeover!!!! Like you said inbred arseholes.

Lifes a roller coaster, you que up for ages to get a turn, realise its full of ups and downs, then your sick, before you know it its all over. hehe smile

Look for the good in it...xxx feel free to talk to me if ya wanna x

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