Tuesday Feb 22, 2005

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Well, I'm feeling super shitty...
There's a guy I've liked for a while, but because he had a GF, I didnt mention it to anyone, not even on here!! eeek But I found out last night that he's became single! biggrin
So, before he left last night, after he hugged me, had a snowball fight with me (YES IT SNOWED HERE! We all ran out of the club n had a bit of a snowball fight, but there wasn't enuff really frown), and after I kept catching him looking at me when we were dancing, my mate Fazz told him I liked him. His reply might as well have been "ARGH! Keep that fat, ugly cow away from me!". He used the "She's nice but..." line frown
So I spent the last hour, after he'd left, crying in the loo's...
Now I feel shit. I've never felt this low about myself. I even said NO to cheeseburger, chips and garlic mayo from the take-away! That's how fat I feel. I don't want to lose weight, I wouldn't like to lose weight... I NEED to lose weight frown I need to feel less ugly, I need to feel slimmer and I need to feel better about myself...
I'm going now, because I can't see the screen for tears... frown blackeyed frown

kiss
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thelastbeliever:
Wow, you are from carlisle? Thats not too far from me (I live near Kendal) We should be friends. I wont take no for an answer tongue

So anyway. Who else do you know from around these parts? smile
thelastbeliever:
Nope, sorry i don't know where the wheel is. Yushi was talking about having a Cumbrian SGUK meet sometime. I have not yet met anyone from SG so it might be interesting....if i can go that is.....

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