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I have suspected Swine Flu.

Mum won't take a couple days off work to watch the child. I want to sleep, I feel like shit, arms ache, head aches, back aches, have chest pains, haven't eaten in almost 12 hours, but mum won't take her. Says I have to "get on with it".

Waiting for her to come over with my meds. She's not supposed to come in. I'm not to have contact with anyone. But her and Nana are coming over anyway. FFS. Why can't they just take my little one?! They're obviously not fucking bothered.

I want to die...

Also means no LARP on Friday (The one off, outdoor one we've had planned for MONTHS) and no LARP on sunday. FFS. Why couldn't I have gotten this last week? Or even next week? Why THIS week? fucking bastarding fate, it hates me