I want a bloke who'll turn up with flowers for no reason. I want a bloke who'll treat me like a princess.
Not because I want to be a spoilt bitch, but because I want to feel wanted. I want to feel like someone needs me, (Other than my daughter). But I want them to want me for other things besides sex. I want someone who'll do little things to surprise me and make me smile. Like a silly note left in the fridge or a random text message about how much he loves me. For someone to say, "It's ok Darling, I'll get up with the little one, you have another hour in bed." For someone who'll whisk me off to lovely meals when I can find a babysitter. Someone who'll love me and want to make an honest woman of me. Someone who makes my tummy flutter just by looking at me. Who makes my heart want to explode when he holds my hand.....
I need to stop reading Mills and Boon books I think... They're making my expectations too high. Because, lets face it, looking at my track record I'm lucky if I can get a bloke to stick around for 6 months, never mind long enough to fall in love with me and want to spend the rest of his life with me.
I think I'm cursed...
Not because I want to be a spoilt bitch, but because I want to feel wanted. I want to feel like someone needs me, (Other than my daughter). But I want them to want me for other things besides sex. I want someone who'll do little things to surprise me and make me smile. Like a silly note left in the fridge or a random text message about how much he loves me. For someone to say, "It's ok Darling, I'll get up with the little one, you have another hour in bed." For someone who'll whisk me off to lovely meals when I can find a babysitter. Someone who'll love me and want to make an honest woman of me. Someone who makes my tummy flutter just by looking at me. Who makes my heart want to explode when he holds my hand.....
I need to stop reading Mills and Boon books I think... They're making my expectations too high. Because, lets face it, looking at my track record I'm lucky if I can get a bloke to stick around for 6 months, never mind long enough to fall in love with me and want to spend the rest of his life with me.
I think I'm cursed...
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grayness:
Good luck. 
And I say that seriously, not contemptuously.
And I say that seriously, not contemptuously. 
lior:
You'll find one. And don't ever say you expectations are too high, they're just right. Your past problem I think is that your standards have been too low. Build up your confidence again, spend some time being single and having fun, don't jump into a relationship because you're lonely or because you're caught up in the whole whirlwind when someone is chasing you. The right guy will come along, when you're not expecting and not looking.