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Back to Aberdeen on Monday to have a look at this flat.
Fingers crossed the other flat mates will like me! I'm taking my dreads out for now coz I need to look presentable, and I know that dreads are not most people's idea of presentable! I'm also gonna pop in to a few places and apply for jobs while I'm there.
*deep breath*
I hope I'm doing the right thing...

Alot of people have asked me, "Why Aberdeen?" Most of them thing I've met someone up there, which is half true, but not the reason I'm moving. I don't even know if he likes me like that so I'm not gonna move 300 miles for him! Lol. but to be totally honest, I don't know why. I don't think alot of you know about what religion I am, a couple of you might know that I've recently found my religion again. And suddenly I just feel like I need out of Carlisle and it's small minded shit. I feel trapped here.
But to answer my first point, I just feel drawn to the city. I always have dejavu, I get it alot. But in Aberdeen I kept getting it all the time. A couple of times a day instead of a couple of times a month like I get at home. I spoke to the person who I go to for advice about various things and she said "You're meant to be there." When I mentioned just feeling drawn to the city, but when I mentioned the dejavu she said that it sounded like I'd already lived there, in a past life.
I know alot of you are reading this and thinking "Pah, fucking load of rubbish". But I really do just feel drawn to the place. Like I need to be there or else!

So I go look at the flat/room on monday, spend a few days in Aberdeen again then come home for hopefully the last time. Fingers crossed I'll get the flat!

I want more metal... I'm considering getting my lip done again, once on each side f my ring, so I have a ring and two lil spikes, but I dunno... What do you guys think??