gingerninja

This post may be pretty hard to keep up with as i am sooooooooooo on one today....

PEOPLE - why are they always so fucking negative towards something someone wants to do or feel they have to express an opinion on everything??? you tell them something, dont ask for an opinion yet they give you it anyway???? ie. i want a pet rat and have bought some books and have been rading up on it all, i had them as a kid growing up and as i work and am hardly ever in i cant get a dog or cat, but a rat would be ideal. These are the comments i got

boyf - if you get one of them ill not be coming round anymore, they stink.
(my reply should have been, ill get 10 then shall i) bearing in mind, he doesnt live with me, and doesnt even stay once a week most times, so it wouldnt even affect him

mother - dnt expect me to look after it
My thoughts were - did i ask you to? no. im 25 and have a house for fucks sake which ive had a mortgage on since i was 19, do i need things looking after?

people at work - o they stink of piss, no you cant get one of them, euch

for fucks sake !!! am i not entitled to do what i want when i want and why i want? why do people never say anything nice? why do they think its ok to put people and their ideas down? why not just be polite, i can do it and im heavily tattooed (thats a big FUCK YOU to all the bastards at work who judged me on being tattooed and were surprised that i can infact read and write and am not a lesbian and do not want to ''cut people up'' cause i have tattoos)

fuck them all !!!!!

same as when i went in with my new short hair on monday, instead of saying it was nice and being polite even if they didnt like it. they took it upon themselves to tell me i looked 1 - like a lesbian 2 - like a jew (dnt ask) and 3 - ooo thats short.

no fucking shit sherlock you observant twat

then.....the website i do has gone tits up and the guy who helps me took a strop and is a big fucking dick head and has spat his dummy out so has left me to sort it on my own, yes me, miss i dont have a clue about all this html and php techy shit.

also - started to paint ceiling in bathroom tonight only to find that the tools i was using are rubbish so i had to stop until i can go get a paint pad tomorrow (brush n rollers are crap)

although i wont have time to do anything tomorrow as i have to go on a team lunch for 2 hours which i have to pay for myself when i need to be at work as i have far too much to do (same as the rest of the lazy bastards who are quite happy to drop everything for a 2 hr lunch)

I need to go spend time on my new team before i move onto it to make sure i like it.

right...........last..............my leg is fucked, i think i may have been alergic to the cling film i used (it was cheap stuff) and my leg now looks burnt and is also covered in a rash and is red raw...couldnt walk yesterday, loads better today, letting it dry out..

so..........tomorrow..come on punks make my fucking day, cross me !!!! again.

so...............sorry for that rant eveyone, please feel free to leave lots of nice positive comments,...