gingerninja

bored bored bored and slightly stressed.

keep looking at all the decorating i still have to do and the bits i cant do myself and there is loads. its getting me down and also have no money, ust keep accidentally spending it on shit, like 10 quid here and there and i wonder in the town on a sat and kjust spend little bits not thinking it will add up.

have decided less wandering in the town on a sat and spend 2 hrs at least on a sat making progress with all the bits of decorating i can do, at least then it will just be stuff i need help with that is left and i suppose i wont feel so guilty.

its eally getting on my tits tho, i tend to go out to get away from it. doesnt help i have a huge womb issue, changed pill, feel great in self through rest of month then today i am full of rage. well actually thats an exageration cause im loads better than i used to be, just more pain.

so....chill in the bath, pmaper and then get into bed with new book and worry about the house starting on sat as there is no point thinking about it anymore whilst im all hormones.

having a girls night on fri, woo hoo, gonna get ratted.

still no word from paul callaby re pics, he did email to say he was busy but i want them now !!! then can spend money on decorating things.

hope everyone is well, fill me in with everything,

oh, girls, did any of you see petes pants on big brother last night !!! there was no room for improvement in them babies