gingerninja

well.....what a fucking day.

You may have seen in the papers or on the news that orange are making redundancies?

Well, my job is gone, luckily i will get moved into another role, dnt know what yet or waht shifts or anything. The other half of my team down south have been made redundant. A whole call centre in the north east has been closed causing a job loss for 800 people.

Then to top it off my boyf has walked out of his job, went home and has gone out on the piss. all i wanted was to come home to him for a hug after the atmosphere at my work today and now i cant, he went out at 3.30 whilst i was still at workk.

he lives about 40 miles away from me, but works in my home town so it was easy and good for the relationship, now, if he doesnt come to wrok back here we will hardly ever see each other so will probs split anyway as its too much travel and not enough of each other.

who knows.

But ive asked him to meet up tomorrow to go out for a few hours to get away from it all. lets see if he can bother to do that.

Anyway, im now having a bath then off to my friends for tea and big brother eviction, and to top it all, im on a period i shouldnt be on and its my friends brithday tomorrw (she died when we were 16)

so....bit shit.

hope everyone else is well.

at least i still have a job tho, i feel really bad for those that dont any more, its awfulk