Fucking bollocks, i just spent ages writing loads only to close it down by accident !!! see, now ive added blonde to my hair ive added dumb too. hahaha
Well today has been a mega pmt day, i swear i could kill right now which isnt good for htose around me, my ''boyf'' got some last night and then my work collegues got some today, i feel so bad, i cried within the first hour at work, and ive been insecure and paranoid about everything from my relationship to money to the lack of decorating ive done (no, my house still isnt finished im such a lazy bitch, actually i figured that while i have a social life and friends im gonna mke the most of that, the house will still be here waiting to get deocrated, the cunt)
I feel soooo bad aobut snapping at him last night, he understood but its so annoying that you can feel like this yet have little or no control over it, i used to think it was all shit when women used to say they had pmt or pms whichever they say, but now i know its a true fact and its like the exorcist once a month (no, not telling jesus to fuck me) but lots of head spinning and spitting, sorry im entertaining myself with these little jokes as i go along. haha
anyway, i just dnt like the fact its so hard to control and then it can just switch off, im on all kinds of vitamins and shit, so lets see if they make it better next month.
One of the psychobilly cds i ordered has come, not sure what i think yet, i really dnt know what type of music i like anymore, lots of different types i think. who knows and who really cares?
Gonna have a bath and de fuzz and then put some slap on and go to my friends for a tea and a chat and lots of biscuits, might make me feel a bit better.
Im having a bit of a pre withdrawal trauma, im on to series 10 of friends and i dnt know what im gonna do when it finishes, i think ill have to watch them all again, they are my de stressers i watch them on a night when im in bed as they chill me out.
Anyway, thanks to the person who said i look good in that pic of me in my pyjamas, haha i look stupid. tut tut, surely there are better naked or half naked pics of me somewhere in my folders. check those out instead.
I have even better hair now as i re did the blonde to lighten it up, check it out, oh and note my new trademark red lipstick, how hard is it to take a pic of yourself tho? i so wish i was photgenic, trust me i looked a right tit on the ones i took first, haha, i think i look old in this pic, actually to be honest i think i look really like my mam which is scary.
Well today has been a mega pmt day, i swear i could kill right now which isnt good for htose around me, my ''boyf'' got some last night and then my work collegues got some today, i feel so bad, i cried within the first hour at work, and ive been insecure and paranoid about everything from my relationship to money to the lack of decorating ive done (no, my house still isnt finished im such a lazy bitch, actually i figured that while i have a social life and friends im gonna mke the most of that, the house will still be here waiting to get deocrated, the cunt)
I feel soooo bad aobut snapping at him last night, he understood but its so annoying that you can feel like this yet have little or no control over it, i used to think it was all shit when women used to say they had pmt or pms whichever they say, but now i know its a true fact and its like the exorcist once a month (no, not telling jesus to fuck me) but lots of head spinning and spitting, sorry im entertaining myself with these little jokes as i go along. haha
anyway, i just dnt like the fact its so hard to control and then it can just switch off, im on all kinds of vitamins and shit, so lets see if they make it better next month.
One of the psychobilly cds i ordered has come, not sure what i think yet, i really dnt know what type of music i like anymore, lots of different types i think. who knows and who really cares?
Gonna have a bath and de fuzz and then put some slap on and go to my friends for a tea and a chat and lots of biscuits, might make me feel a bit better.
Im having a bit of a pre withdrawal trauma, im on to series 10 of friends and i dnt know what im gonna do when it finishes, i think ill have to watch them all again, they are my de stressers i watch them on a night when im in bed as they chill me out.
Anyway, thanks to the person who said i look good in that pic of me in my pyjamas, haha i look stupid. tut tut, surely there are better naked or half naked pics of me somewhere in my folders. check those out instead.
I have even better hair now as i re did the blonde to lighten it up, check it out, oh and note my new trademark red lipstick, how hard is it to take a pic of yourself tho? i so wish i was photgenic, trust me i looked a right tit on the ones i took first, haha, i think i look old in this pic, actually to be honest i think i look really like my mam which is scary.
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i HATE pms!!! it sucks. i really thought it was fake too until i went off the pill and realized i have absolutely no control at all over my hormones, emotions, moods, etc...and its so weird too how one minute its super pissed off fuck off mother fucker and the next is crying or laughing for no reason. uughghh
enjoy your tea and biscuits!
I am eclectic and I hate when people force themselves into only listening to one genre of music.
Variety makes life good.
To be honest, I have never seen a single episode of friends. I've never actually seen any of any of the episodes.
You think you have it bad, your beautiful ( Love the tattoo's ) I hate having my picture taken, especially when I have to do it myself. Then again I don't think LITHIUM_PICNIC could make me look good.
^_^
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