gingerninja

2 updates on xmas day, ye0s im a sad individual haha.

well went to my mums feeling slighty angry and down bout bloke situ then cheered up some, then my sister spoke to her bloke on the phone and ended up in a weird mood and the atmosphere was really bad, cut it short, we had a big row and her and my mum ended up crying and my sister walked out.

eventually she came back about 4hrs later and we all made up, and had a laugh.

however.....i dnt speak to my dad, he did a lot of bad things in the past and i basically want fuck all to do with him, he's an evil, lying women beating fucker who is horrible and made sure i saw my mother getting beaten up as a child.

anyway....he has the cheek to put a card thro my mums door one for my sister and one for me with a cheque in each for us, anyway, we tore them up and have found out where he lives and just got back from posting them along with the torn up cheques through his letter box, along with a merry xmas note. !!!

might sound evil, but i feel i have closure on it and he cant upset or hurt me anymore as ive put an end to it.

so that has made my xmas, aint seen or spoke to my bloke, he is with his kids, but hoping that when i tell him what i did tonight regarding my dad that he will be proud and pleased for me and then we can make up.

love to all, tomorrow is a new day, going shopping !!