gingerninja

I am really fed up right now and i cant be bothered with anything, im feeling insecure,anxious, no confidence everything all at once.

my boy/f hasnt turned up tonight, i hate my house and cant afford to decorate, the kids in the street torture me, my job is boring and hey its nearly xmas the seasonof goodwill and all that shit.

sorry but i just cant be chewed with it all anymore.

It is all quite small andpathetic and people are alot worse off elsewhere but i just want a break, i go to work and do everything legally in regards to tax etc and then there are people who dnt work and gete everything (i know they are people who genuinely cant and i respect that)

but i just want a bit of a smooth run, i want someone to love me and treat me special and not have to worry about why they havent turned up, i want to be able to have my house nice and to buy my friend a little gift for being there for me and i cant and it pisses me off