evening all, sorry but im in a shit mood today, started off good took a day off to spend with my bloke and get tattooed, didnt get tattooed fell out with my bloke twice !! once we had a petty argument in supermarket and next was when some bird (attractive bird unfortunately) who didnt know we were together proceeded to tell me she wouldnt mind a bit of him !!
he wasnt there and had gone out of earshot when it was said and i was just so shocked and angry i didnt say anything, then when she went i started asking him if he realised she was flirting with him and if she offered her number and he said no and he aint interested, i have had such a confidence knock and i feel like shit.
and i ended up taking it out on him even when it wasnt his fault, it was horrible i have never felt so jealous before and nw i am feeling insecure and really upset., i know its stupid but i now am gonna be wondering if she will flirt with himor ask him out when she sees him. i wouldnt be bothered if she wasnt nice but she has a lovely figure and nice clothes and stuff and i just feel really down and fat and im skint and cant afford nice clothes.
i just wanted to hit her, but i thought i was going to be sick. i know im being silly but its just really hit me, he said he understands it must have been horrible but he aint interested at all.
i just feel stupid for letting it get to me but i dnt want to become one of these jealous possesive g/friends, if he tells me he got offered a number it dnt bother me and her flirting didnt bother me its just what she said.
anyway im going now as i am in such a chew with myself i need a nice hot soak in bath to chill myself out.
and....ITS THE FUCKING TIME OF THE MONTH WHICH IS MAKING ME WORSE
he wasnt there and had gone out of earshot when it was said and i was just so shocked and angry i didnt say anything, then when she went i started asking him if he realised she was flirting with him and if she offered her number and he said no and he aint interested, i have had such a confidence knock and i feel like shit.
and i ended up taking it out on him even when it wasnt his fault, it was horrible i have never felt so jealous before and nw i am feeling insecure and really upset., i know its stupid but i now am gonna be wondering if she will flirt with himor ask him out when she sees him. i wouldnt be bothered if she wasnt nice but she has a lovely figure and nice clothes and stuff and i just feel really down and fat and im skint and cant afford nice clothes.
i just wanted to hit her, but i thought i was going to be sick. i know im being silly but its just really hit me, he said he understands it must have been horrible but he aint interested at all.
i just feel stupid for letting it get to me but i dnt want to become one of these jealous possesive g/friends, if he tells me he got offered a number it dnt bother me and her flirting didnt bother me its just what she said.
anyway im going now as i am in such a chew with myself i need a nice hot soak in bath to chill myself out.
and....ITS THE FUCKING TIME OF THE MONTH WHICH IS MAKING ME WORSE
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oopps that link didnt work
[Edited on Nov 12, 2005 3:50PM]