gingerlie

i miss my best friend like crazy. shes one of the few girls ive ever gotten along with. i think its just because shes crazy enough to say exactly what she thinks or feels. weve gotten along since the first day we met almost 7 years ago. shes been there through the hardest times in my life and now i hate that shes so far...
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people just aint no good, i think thats well understood, you can see it everywhere you look, people just aint no good
people they aint no good, people they aint no good, people they aint no good, people they aint no good
seasons came and the seasons went.
people they aint no good, people they aint no good, people they aint good, people they just...
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okay, ive decided not to sit at home by myself tonight....but theres a problem. im really tired. i spent all day job hunting with desidia to no avail, and ended up missing getting to the rental office in time. apparently they close at like noon on fridays or something.

when it rains, it pours. no matter what it might be raining.
as for me, im...
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nothing much to say. i think im in a funk.
im not going to drink at all tonight.
i need food but its all at the store.

alright so im going to sign my lease this afternoon! this is cool because
1) this is the first time ive had my own bedroom in 3 years. always either sharing with boyfriends or with my bestfriend.
2) im going to make it so fucking girlie it will be sickening!
3) because its mine mine mine mine mine.

now i just need a job, money,...
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somedays theres just too much to even deal with it. somedays not enough to keep me occupied on whats important. too many other people throwing their emotions ontop of mine. people that are suppose to want me to go off and be happy and do well for myself pulling shitty moves in hopes that ill return. too many people pushing me. not enough people pushing...
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today was good even tho i was hungover as shit and quiet and tired and whiney. it was good to meet everyone new and see all the others as well. except for eatingchucky who can kiss my ass for the watermellon seeds!!
ive gotta say portland is treating me like a queen. lets just hope for a job. i missed ava this weekend! and all...
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alright, for some reason sg keeps saying my credit card was rejected which is complete bullshit because i know i have money in there. anyway i might disappear tonight because of the lack of umm payment. i should probably use that money for things like food anyway since im poor, and if i dont have food ill die which means i wouldnt be able to...
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i got a sunburn today. owie. im red!

fucking ex's dont email me being a fucking dick and calling me names. id rather not talk to you at all.

a crow died outside the bedroom window this morning. it was huge.

thanks to josh i went out and ate lots for dinner. yum yum dots. first real meal since ive been here. hes super nice and ill kick anyone in the balls, or...
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