gingerlie

alright today wasnt so bad. tried to think less, and have more fun. kept myself fairly occupied running around manhattan with bbb and one of his friends. finally had some nyc pizza again fucking hell did i miss it. mmmmm gingerlie love pizza! trying not to think so much, not that is been much of a problem my brain is too much amuck to really have any complete thoughts lately. i need to call my mom and check up on my auntie. have to get up and call gram so we can grab some lunch, and eachothers asses. so seeing as how its 4am i should sleep so im up in time for lunch. ive been staying up rather late so that when i finally do lie down to sleep i just pass out. ive always had a horrible time getting to sleep. no my brain refuses to calm down enough to let me close my peppers and just forget the days troubles. not that staying up terribly late helps not thinking.
anyway im getting terribly excited about seeing bigdirtys on sunday! just a few more days and ill have one giant smile plastered across my face. or a lot of tears. we havent gotten there yet i guess i cant say for sure.