in nyc.
this morning before i left my mom called to wish me luck and inform me that my aunt was at the hospital having open heart surgery. this comes as no suprise they were suppose to do this months ago but put it off because of her other illness. her kidneys are also failing because of a lifetime of drinking. her heart is bad from cocaine. so shes not my "real" aunt just someone my uncle married but its just sad to know my mom and her brother are upset.
cant sleep, needed some time to myself. why are the nights harder to deal with?
i feel like my heart is ripping in two, each piece tugged in a completely different direction. im afraid one might have a larger half. i should listen to my mom more often. she speaks the truth more than i realize, and it always comes back to haunt me.
this morning before i left my mom called to wish me luck and inform me that my aunt was at the hospital having open heart surgery. this comes as no suprise they were suppose to do this months ago but put it off because of her other illness. her kidneys are also failing because of a lifetime of drinking. her heart is bad from cocaine. so shes not my "real" aunt just someone my uncle married but its just sad to know my mom and her brother are upset.
cant sleep, needed some time to myself. why are the nights harder to deal with?
i feel like my heart is ripping in two, each piece tugged in a completely different direction. im afraid one might have a larger half. i should listen to my mom more often. she speaks the truth more than i realize, and it always comes back to haunt me.
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all hail.