gingerlie

all day ive been daydreaming about new things, new places, and new people. im excited yet at the same time frightened to death. everyone i talk to seems to think that me moving, and especially portland is a fantastic idea for me. that helps me feel less nervous about things, and knowing ill be there with one incredibly great person makes things even more exciting. theres a lot of new things coming up in the near future for this little girl. im exhausted and i finally was able to eat something today. much rest is needed for this girl, luckily the ex is out of town all weekend so im just going to fucking relax. monday will suck but tuesday will be fucking fantastic!

ah yes, ive decided that once i get settled in portland the first thing i want to do is start fencing. ive always wanted to fucking do it and never had the chance really. be it problems with location, or me being a fuckwad. anyway watch out im going to have a bendy metal stick with a ball on the end.

oh yeah, today i sold this dude with the creepy eyebrows a painting. hes all hunched over and such. a nice guy besides being pissed hes old and has eyebrows that make him look like hes always in shock.