Friday May 23, 2003

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i hate anxiety attacks, lastnight i had one and couldnt sleep. i hate when i get them before bed because then i cant sleep properly and want to stay up. i dont know if i hate them more when its before bed or while im sleeping. then i wake up thinking im dying. who of you get anxiety attacks as well?
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itsalivemedia:
Erm...no panic attacks...but I got very little sleep last night, so I am with you on that front.

My gay neighbor who evidently loves speed and forgets to close his windowns in summer when he throws raging sex parties, routinely has fights with his "lovers" at all hours of the night and finds it a-ok to start moving furniture in his aprt at 5:30am last night woke me up, the fucker. I have left him notes, walked over at (insert time here) and all hours of the morning and this AM finally decided to just yell (into my closet which backs into his closet):

"HELLO! Can you fucking stop that! It's fucking loud. Can't you wait to do this LATER?"

Suddently, the only sound heard was birds chirping. It was heaven. I imagine that's the sound of the anxiety finally subsiding.

Hug the kitties...they will make you sane. Aladdin Sane!

grayblue:
all the time.

Thursday May 22, 2003

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alright, i think the kitties are doing just fine. they ate their rice and they were so playful lastnight they kept me up. i think theyre probably just going to be uncomfortable for a few days, but with the way theyre acting, maybe not. if i come home from work and their dead im gonna bust some vetrenarian skulls!! skull miao!! skull miao!!
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vim:
injure me gingerlie...
chirex:
oh, okay. I thought you said "if i come home and they're dead, I'm gonna bust out some vetrinarian *skills* reading again, it makes more sense.

I mean, if they're dead, all the skill busting out in the world can't bring them out...

But revenge? now THAT'S cathartic.

Wednesday May 21, 2003

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taking kitties to the kitty doctor. it appears theyve eaten half a steel wool scour pad. frown this means ill be emptying my savings account so i can pay for them to go. which means my plans for cali are now pushed back even farther. cant let my kitties die tho. i hope theyre okay.


bah so the vet told me to take them home and...
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thee_blacklisted:
wow!!! so sorry to hear that -- thinks good thoughts thinks good thoughts thinks good thoughts thinks good thoughts thinks good thoughts thinks good thoughts thinks good thoughts thinks good thoughts thinks good thoughts
minsc_and_boo:
how are the kitties???

Tuesday May 20, 2003

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memories cloud our minds, invading too much time, we build our very own cages.
you saw me crying but you didn't want to look
you heard me hurting but you didn't want to listen
you felt me wanting but you didn't want to give
you sensed me sinking but you really couldn't save me
people come and go it's just the way of the world...
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josh:
you're a terrible geek influence on the chat room, you know. biggrin
hollywoodrocks:
ahh yes the ring.. I'm sure I can afford it..
and hey!! you asked me.. lol
yes cars is good but .. I like so many others..
You are in my Vision, Are friends Electric..
ahhh good stuff smile

oh and josh is right...lol

Tuesday May 20, 2003

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i should be better now, i slept from like 3am to 3 fucking pm today. i roll over in bed look at the clock thinking it was still morning and almost shit myself when it read 2:55 pm!! anyway yeah i do feel rested and maybe thats all the time to myself i needed. heres hoping!

anyway while i was asleep apparently the co owner...
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itsalivemedia:
Wow...Gingerlie comes west....sounds like a new series of books for teens doesn't it? That's great news. We'd love to have you in our faire city. I am sure us SGers can show you a good time. And I have only one special request...that you meet Temptess. Ok, well, maybe Temptess and me for a drink. Regardless, I think you 2 will get along famously. She is great.
As are you but I KNOW her, so I KNOW she is a great girl.

Don't worry about missing prom...I did too. So did Tess and Blacklisted and a whole bunch of us. There is always Prom 2.

Feel better and glad to hear you are coming west this summer. It was 108 degrees in the valley today. Uhg!
minsc_and_boo:
awwww
thanks for tucking me in dear smile
but it's you who deserves all the sweetness and kindness kiss

Monday May 19, 2003

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...all i can say is that im tired...

ah i dont think im sick anymore. im just stretched too thinly lately.

my pics are now back up finally.
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thelastasthmatic:
boobs-is this some kind of radical new therapy?
mcqueen:
Waking up at 3pm?!

That's not rad...

...that's rockstar!

Sunday May 18, 2003

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okay, there was no real reason to update my journal. the same thing is to be said this time around. im still sad i missed out on prom. i was late for work again today because i do indeed have the flu, and im really tired and need someone to make me a smoothie so i feel better, and to cuddle me, and to do...
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dilligan:
Hope you feel better.
greggster:
Ok i wont say anything about the prom...cept it wouldve been nice to meet you....sorry your sick sweetie ...feel better soon

Saturday May 17, 2003

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im sad im not going to be at prom. frown
i went to bed at a very early hour this morning instead of when i should have, which caused me to be unbelievably late for work!
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i think i might have the flu. i feel awful blackeyed
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m0ngrel:
boil a whole chicken with the lid on for an hour
take out everything and seperate the meat from the bones and then put it back in the pot of yummy broth with celery, cilantro, green onions, diced carrots, and whatever else you'd like to have in there.
simmer for half an hour.

boil some noodles while you are cutting your veggies
then drain and rinse them.
put them in the fridge while you are simmering your soup

when you are all done fill a bowl with the cool noodles and then pour the soup on top for perfect temperature.

when done... go to see MATRIX RELOADED!!!
kiss
m0ngrel:
you can do the same thing with tons of almost old or left over veggies, just throw out the old ones after you boil the them for the stock, then add the fresh ones and enjoy.... often times if i have brocolli stems, onion pieces, carrot and potatoe peelings, left over wine etc... i toss them in the freezer and when i get enough for stock or veggie gravy.
i hope you feel better soon.....

Wednesday May 14, 2003

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ill take your dreams away.
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itsalivemedia:
I want to be really clever.....but there are too many "dreamy" responses here. Hmn.....are you a fan of Brenda Lee too?
kingcrac:
I don't dream anyway, I have no soul


You should have taken part in the nipwig last night, what are you, little miss christian victorian?

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Monday May 12, 2003

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i think im going to go back to veganism. yeah...i need it now. i went shopping for all good yummy vegan food tonight. ill feel better. just vegetarian isnt doing it for me. i also want to get either one or two surface piercings on either side of my collar bone, just for fun.
i need a home. i need to start doing yoga again,...
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tarbaby:
alright you lazy kitten-it's time to update your journal!!! how's the homelife going...have you started looking for a new place yet?
inhaler97:
.. Tofurkey... not to be messed with... Cant believe my vegeterian roommate once decided she would do the tofurkey thing.. I think it sat and got old in the fridge..

hopes you feel better...

Sunday May 11, 2003

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im tired....work is getting so simple its now far too redundant and mindless to seem like time passes at any speed. i feel like the days drag on for weeks.
i work too much....i dont work enough

i guess im sick i feel awful...maybe i just cant be sad/upset anymore so ill be sick instead.

im out of cigarettes, and i had to walk home...
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swirvington:
yes, waffles are where its at.
tarbaby:
there is something in the air as far as sad/upset/sickness...i don't drink but i want to go and get crazy drunk and find a boy to make out with and then discard
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