The trick to love is we only see the best in people when we see the best in ourselves.
Being positive when your heart hurts and your mind worries takes a kind of strength and patience that Im straggling to obtain.
I can't say I believe in a religion but I "pray" that peace comes to me swiftly.
I am human here on earth at...
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Being positive when your heart hurts and your mind worries takes a kind of strength and patience that Im straggling to obtain.
I can't say I believe in a religion but I "pray" that peace comes to me swiftly.
I am human here on earth at...
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Im so hung over 
A friend and I went on a bar crawl last night.
Way fun but way too much rum and coke. It was nice to fall asleep
in his arms w/ my head on his chest and not go home alone sad thinking about B. I never really
slept in B's arms that way. We would spoon but his chest was not...
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A friend and I went on a bar crawl last night.
Way fun but way too much rum and coke. It was nice to fall asleep
in his arms w/ my head on his chest and not go home alone sad thinking about B. I never really
slept in B's arms that way. We would spoon but his chest was not...
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sydfloyd:
Awww. Well don't be too hard on yourself. For me it took the experience to help me make that personal rule of making breakups permanent.
lilli:
Hang in there, sweetie. 
I have three emotional daggers
one in my stomach
one in my throat
and the big one is in my heart
one in my stomach
one in my throat
and the big one is in my heart
punt:
hang in there lady...
B and I were trying to make it to Burning Man this year but it looks as though we wont. We dont really have the money and not really prepared for that kind of living for a whole week.
Instead we're going to take a trip up north, way up north. We'll stop at my mother's in Oakland for a night than go thru Napa...
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Instead we're going to take a trip up north, way up north. We'll stop at my mother's in Oakland for a night than go thru Napa...
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velvet_petal:
All relationships ebb and flow. I am glad you are taking each day as it comes and enjoying the experience as it happens versus putting too much pressure on things. Best of luck with all and whatever ultimately happens.
I am glad your dad is getting his treatments. I know I must be hard on both of you to go through this.
I am glad your dad is getting his treatments. I know I must be hard on both of you to go through this.
wsoxfan:
It sounds like you're where you want to be with your b. I hope you're happy and will remain that way.
I wish the same for your dad as you do, that the cancer never comes back. Doctors don't always know everything. I'll keep you and your dad in my thoughts.
I wish the same for your dad as you do, that the cancer never comes back. Doctors don't always know everything. I'll keep you and your dad in my thoughts.
Hello everyone!!! Im back and feeling better about everything,
I hope all is well with you all.
I'll be back to stop by and say hi to each of you soon.
xoxoxoxoxoox
I hope all is well with you all.
I'll be back to stop by and say hi to each of you soon.
xoxoxoxoxoox
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velvet_petal:
I'll bet you are great at sourcing cool things. I love your little outfits and costumes too. The Boudicca dress is actually a deep true black, but I had to lighten to show detail. It is so damned sexy on and very grown up. You know one of those things you throw on and feel like instantly more worldy and sophisticated (even if you aren't heh heh.) I will take a pic when I get to wearing it. Mostly though, my style tends towards hippie. I have a lot of the flower child in me, at least in spirit.
Have you been enjoying some time off or are you back in classes? How's the heart holding up?
Have you been enjoying some time off or are you back in classes? How's the heart holding up?
Lost Data Forever
I can't explain the sadness I have right now. I'm out of tears right now.
Two weeks ago my computer stop working. My hard drive was bad. Brian and another local place tried to retrieve my data. They couldn't. Then I sent it to a special place that takes the drive apart to rebuild it and retrieve the data. They too could...
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I can't explain the sadness I have right now. I'm out of tears right now.
Two weeks ago my computer stop working. My hard drive was bad. Brian and another local place tried to retrieve my data. They couldn't. Then I sent it to a special place that takes the drive apart to rebuild it and retrieve the data. They too could...
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wsoxfan:
How are you doing? I hope everything is okay. I'm here if you need a friend.
magusdesign007:
Hi Ginger, I miss you
Join me @ Meladiction tonight 
Thank you all again for your sweet comments.
I had a nice time visiting my mother in Oakland.
We took the bART into the city a few times, went to Berkley and much more.
I also had time to chill, be lazy and giggle with my mom.
I read an entire book too
I'm having a bit of anxiety about...
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Thank you all again for your sweet comments.
I had a nice time visiting my mother in Oakland.
We took the bART into the city a few times, went to Berkley and much more.
I also had time to chill, be lazy and giggle with my mom.
I read an entire book too
I'm having a bit of anxiety about...
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wsoxfan:
Just wanted to touch base. Hope ytou're okay.
magusdesign007:
I have been out of the loop for a bit and am just getting back from a hopeful, though misguided, emotional jaunt. I'm a bit taken a back by the news, neither disappointed nor happier for it, just surprised is all.
Breakee or Breaker this is a shitty transition period and well, as selfish as it is to think it would help, please do drop me a note if you need an ear.
You are loved by those who know you, those who have known you, and even those who would wish to know you someday better. Rest assured that when you do something with the genuine intention of finding happiness, even those that feel pain in the wake of your decision are better off, because they will never need suffer the resentment of being party to the misery of your insincere affections.
Breakee or Breaker this is a shitty transition period and well, as selfish as it is to think it would help, please do drop me a note if you need an ear.
You are loved by those who know you, those who have known you, and even those who would wish to know you someday better. Rest assured that when you do something with the genuine intention of finding happiness, even those that feel pain in the wake of your decision are better off, because they will never need suffer the resentment of being party to the misery of your insincere affections.
Im feeling pretty sad right now and nothing and no one can help me.
Brian says he loves me but I needed to end it...
Brian says he loves me but I needed to end it...
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miller4487:
You very beautiful, I have a Boxer myself.
wsoxfan:
I respect your strength. From what I've observed, you are mature beyond your years.
My daughter is auditioning for Oklahoma at her community theatre.
My daughter is auditioning for Oklahoma at her community theatre.
Thank you everyone for the nice birthday comments.
I had an okay weekend:
Friday my father had a procedure done.
It didn't end as we hoped, we'll be getting more info this week.
I pray that he will be good. As of now he has Bladder cancer.
B spent the whole weekend w/ me, which was nice.
Saturday we worked on remodeling my bathroom.
That...
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I had an okay weekend:
Friday my father had a procedure done.
It didn't end as we hoped, we'll be getting more info this week.
I pray that he will be good. As of now he has Bladder cancer.
B spent the whole weekend w/ me, which was nice.
Saturday we worked on remodeling my bathroom.
That...
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magusdesign007:
Happy Birthday Love, yes we will have to get lunch, I am unfortunately couch surfing in south County with a good friend of mine for bit longer while my place is being painted and re-carpeted. She (my friend) has a huge place with plenty of room for me and my dogs to kick back so it's sort of like a surreal homogenized beige vacation.
And thanks for your words regarding VP you certainly have exquisite taste in women. I don't want to speak for her, but I will simply say this, to my affections for her, I have the utmost sincere respect and admiration for VP, she is a person I have only ever benefited from having known and a stunningly beautiful woman I would like to know for as long as this world allows me to stay above ground. I would say the same of you GingerKiss, if slightly modified out of respect for our good man B.
So lunch then.
And thanks for your words regarding VP you certainly have exquisite taste in women. I don't want to speak for her, but I will simply say this, to my affections for her, I have the utmost sincere respect and admiration for VP, she is a person I have only ever benefited from having known and a stunningly beautiful woman I would like to know for as long as this world allows me to stay above ground. I would say the same of you GingerKiss, if slightly modified out of respect for our good man B.
So lunch then.
amadio:
Happy birthday to you too!
Hiya good SG peoples!
Hope all is well with you.
I haven't had internet access lately.
Hope to catch up with you all.
I haven't been too busy, not like while I was in school.
I'm working full time and trying to save money.
I came up with an idea for work and am now the project manager.
I'm still toying with the idea of...
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Hope all is well with you.
I haven't had internet access lately.
Hope to catch up with you all.
I haven't been too busy, not like while I was in school.
I'm working full time and trying to save money.
I came up with an idea for work and am now the project manager.
I'm still toying with the idea of...
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morningstar:
Don't know why my last post didn't work. Maybe it got lost on its way from Japan.
Happy Birthday kiddo.
If yer good maybe I'll give you a present from Japan.
Happy Birthday kiddo.
If yer good maybe I'll give you a present from Japan.
inlikeflynn:
thanks! polar bears are my new toy obsession. that shot was taken (along with LITERALLY 80+ more... blame the glare off the tank glass) at the PB exhibit at the Lincoln Park Zoo in Chicago. A+, highly recommended.
good on you for the Carlin tribute. I think he peaked in the 70s, but I was still fond of him in his old age. crotchetiness and all. I'll miss him.
good on you for the Carlin tribute. I think he peaked in the 70s, but I was still fond of him in his old age. crotchetiness and all. I'll miss him.
I can see it... Can you?