Happy to say last night's work really made up for Friday's night of hell. I love being a nurse along w/ other things. Being a RN is extremely rewarding on many different levels. However, with great rewards comes great challenges. Generally, the frustration is over a overly needy, demanding , anxious or drug abusing patient. 
I broke down 3 times. Yes, I cried my heart out first to my mother then B and unexpectedly at the start of work.
I think all the weight I've been carrying and stress of school full time, my profession and it being 12hr night shifts is getting to me. Plus, my personal tugs... 
I was especially sad I think because...well...my aunts and grandmother on my mom's side came out to visit. It was a last min surprise thing. They are from PA. Well, that was happy news. The thing was it was for the wk-end only, my mom lives in San Diego and I had to wk all wk-end.
I was so upset, B is one of the greatest guys...he has offered to drive me down to San Diego to spend a few hours w/ them today. He ROCKS! 
This morning text from him: Do you know that you have stolen my heart and that no woman on earth would ever be able to steal me away from you. It's wonderful and honestly scary too, to feel this much love for someone. I think you put a spell on me
It sounds so corny and from anyone eles it would make me 
or be like 
, but w/ him I truly believe he's sincere. 
Ok I better get a little sleep.
Have a wonderful Sunday!
I broke down 3 times. Yes, I cried my heart out first to my mother then B and unexpectedly at the start of work.
I think all the weight I've been carrying and stress of school full time, my profession and it being 12hr night shifts is getting to me. Plus, my personal tugs... I was especially sad I think because...well...my aunts and grandmother on my mom's side came out to visit. It was a last min surprise thing. They are from PA. Well, that was happy news. The thing was it was for the wk-end only, my mom lives in San Diego and I had to wk all wk-end.
I was so upset, B is one of the greatest guys...he has offered to drive me down to San Diego to spend a few hours w/ them today. He ROCKS! This morning text from him: Do you know that you have stolen my heart and that no woman on earth would ever be able to steal me away from you. It's wonderful and honestly scary too, to feel this much love for someone. I think you put a spell on me
It sounds so corny and from anyone eles it would make me or be like , but w/ him I truly believe he's sincere. Ok I better get a little sleep.
Have a wonderful Sunday!
Congrats!
- b
And re: "friends" on Myspace, that one's more for PR and general stuff anyway; I may start a "friends ONLY" page there one day but I like having it open for now.