gingerkiss

Cant you just be my friends?

I feel something like Mary.
MUSE..........you have made me.Where is my rock??????

I guess I should be flattered but now
I just have anxiety.

Why do I HAVE to be your girlfriend?
Why do I HAVE to be the mother of your children-
when you didnt even want any?
Why do I HAVE to be your lover?
Why do you HAVE to feel #1?

Why cant you love me as a friend without intent?

Why do I have to build you up, drive you to perfection?

How do I split my love and concerns
when everyone wants 100% of me.

What do I give MYSELF when theres nothing left?
What do you give in return...your love?
Sometimes thats not enough...when you have intent!

I AM awesome and you helped flower that. You ALL did.

You lead yourself in my valley of imagination and lure.
I never siren-ed you in. I was open, sweet, honest, humble,
sincere, sexual, fun, caring, loving, empathetic, smart, playful....I was myself!

You have, each and every one of you, hurt me with your intent.
To be selfish

This was a bolg.Just that.