FOR THE FIRST TIME I'M LETTING MYSELF FEEL LONELY.
NOT BECAUSE I MISS MY EX BUT BECAUSE I MISS MY CURRENT CRUSH.
I'M SO HAPPY TO FEEL IT(YOU ALL KNOW WHAT I'M TAKIN ABOUT)AGAIN.
IT'S A TINY BIT SCARY THOUGH.IT'S REALLY BITTER SWEET FOR ME.
I'M HAVING A FUN TIME "PARTYING" BUT I ALREADY MISS WAKING UP TO HIS WARM BODY NEXT TO MINE.
BEFORE, I WAS GETTING USE TO/LIKING THE EMOTIONAL DETACTMENT I CREATED W/ ALL THE GUYS I HAVE BEEN DATING.DON'T MISTAKE MY WORDS, I'VE BEEN ENJOYING ABOUT EVERY MOMENT.IT'S JUST I WISH HEEEE WAS BACK HOME. :-( THE IMPORTANT ISSUE, I CAN'T GIVE MY HEART UP TO ANY ONE PERSON RIGHT NOW.MAYBE IT'S JUST SAFER TO KEEP PARTYING.
AT THE VERY LEAST I'VE HAD SOME GREAT TIMES, FUN MEMORIES AND AMAZING SHOOTING STAR ROMANCES THESE PAST FEW MONTHS.I'M HAPPY WITH THAT BECAUSE I WANTED/MADE IT THAT WAY.
THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SHARE.
NOT BECAUSE I MISS MY EX BUT BECAUSE I MISS MY CURRENT CRUSH.
I'M SO HAPPY TO FEEL IT(YOU ALL KNOW WHAT I'M TAKIN ABOUT)AGAIN.
IT'S A TINY BIT SCARY THOUGH.IT'S REALLY BITTER SWEET FOR ME.
I'M HAVING A FUN TIME "PARTYING" BUT I ALREADY MISS WAKING UP TO HIS WARM BODY NEXT TO MINE.
BEFORE, I WAS GETTING USE TO/LIKING THE EMOTIONAL DETACTMENT I CREATED W/ ALL THE GUYS I HAVE BEEN DATING.DON'T MISTAKE MY WORDS, I'VE BEEN ENJOYING ABOUT EVERY MOMENT.IT'S JUST I WISH HEEEE WAS BACK HOME. :-( THE IMPORTANT ISSUE, I CAN'T GIVE MY HEART UP TO ANY ONE PERSON RIGHT NOW.MAYBE IT'S JUST SAFER TO KEEP PARTYING.
AT THE VERY LEAST I'VE HAD SOME GREAT TIMES, FUN MEMORIES AND AMAZING SHOOTING STAR ROMANCES THESE PAST FEW MONTHS.I'M HAPPY WITH THAT BECAUSE I WANTED/MADE IT THAT WAY.
THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME SHARE.
hand_of_skatan:
wow, i don't even know what to say. i'm sure he'll be home soon and i know for a fact he feels the same about waking up next to you. this type of thing is always scary, but its an awesome feeling. 
lostfile401:
so your feeling vonerables, but dosen't that just means your emotionally available?