gingerkiss

i like this entry. very wise... although i hope you won't, in fact, become sad for a long while.

i wish you all the best..... and hugs

i feel as though he's not giving me time. i feel right now,what's the point in staying w/ him now if he's always going to worry about me wanting children and not believing i happy just w/ him.he thinks it won't work because i'll be liying to myself,basicly. i feel he doubts our love and relationship. the only positive thing he has spoken is "i do love you and don't want us to end" but that was said before tonight. now he's saying the more he thinks about it the more he thinks i really want a child, i won't be able to give that up and it just won't work. ahhhhg. he saying i have to not want a child.not feel as though i'm giving something up. but that's what i'd be doing by own free will because i love him more than having a child.
i just need time to adjust to something new. i never though i wouldn't have kids. people have to make adjustment all the time. some are free will others they have no choice about.

[Edited on Apr 27, 2006 10:43PM]

[Edited on Apr 27, 2006 10:47PM]

hope things get better for ya

hope everything works out fine.

and...glad you liked the journal

Lucky guy

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