gingerbread

on the band wagon for last post of 2012. what a rad year! i accepted my mission to chill and party as much as possible, and as a result i don't remember a year going by so fast before. i just turned 26, and the new year is about to start, the year of the water snake. it should be rewarding financially, but i will face a lot of obstacles. a decent set up for the path i want this year to be on. i have surrounded myself through luck with the right people, and now I am the wrong thing. i want to channel the side of me full of all the crazy anxieties, release the crazy and then force it to become the energy i need to change things. i want to trust myself more this year. and i want to work for something, and me wanting to work is fucking crazy. going down into the metaphorical mines this year, hi ho!
edit: all written after taking ambien