It's been a weird week.
Last wednesday I went to the sex and the city movie with my best friend, and after that we drank cocktails in Den Haag.
The day after that I went to school to find out why I didn't graduate. Basiclyit just wasn't good enough. They called me back today to tell me that I could try again in october or november. But I;m not going to do it. I've made up my mind about it for like 90%. Sure it would be somewhat of a waste that I studied for 3years and don't have a diploma, but I just don't want to go through it again. I already have a job, I'm just going on with my life. For over 3 years everything I did was for that school. I worked every weekend so I could pay for all the things I needed. I'm just fed up with it. Fuck it, I don't want to go back. I hope that experience counts more in the future. If not, we'll see from there. I'm just going to start my new job in a month, stay there for a year or something, move to Australia and have a fucking great time.
Well. The rest of the week I spend in the backyard of my bf's New house in Zierikzee. No one has lived there for 14 years, so there is a lot that needs to be done. I dug a BIG hole in his yard and now I feel superstrong
.
Yesterday I moved some of my stuff from rotterdam back to Den haag. I moved back in with my dad. My room in Den haag is so much smaller then in Rotterdam, and I have so much shit, I just don't know where to put it all. Tomorrow we're going back for the rest of it.
And for the weird part, I don't know why, but I've been super defensive this last week. I shout at everyone (and it's not even PMS time) and if someones says something wrong I just give them the silent treatment. I guess it does have something to do with school. I have to defend my choice of not going back to everyone, but I'm still crappy to a lot of people. I have a lot of things to think about though.I think I might be in love with someone that's not my bf. That sucks.
Sunday is Parkpop in Den haag, I want to go, just have to get some people to come with me. My best friend has to work unfortunatelybut we're going to belgium on monday, and to Rock Werchter on thursday
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I'm happy to be back in Den haag. Not happy with a lot of other things. Ah crap. I want to go out and get drunk but I'm broke. Fuck.
Here 2 more pics from the show.
I look like a midget next to them
And some cooler pics...ones that make me very happy
me and my bf in the car
My best friend, me and another friend being very supportive to Holland...didn't help
My best friends bf. He is the coolest guy in the whole world and I hope they stay together forever. He is so funny!!!
Me with my superbig sunglasses.....I look like a retard
Last wednesday I went to the sex and the city movie with my best friend, and after that we drank cocktails in Den Haag.
The day after that I went to school to find out why I didn't graduate. Basiclyit just wasn't good enough. They called me back today to tell me that I could try again in october or november. But I;m not going to do it. I've made up my mind about it for like 90%. Sure it would be somewhat of a waste that I studied for 3years and don't have a diploma, but I just don't want to go through it again. I already have a job, I'm just going on with my life. For over 3 years everything I did was for that school. I worked every weekend so I could pay for all the things I needed. I'm just fed up with it. Fuck it, I don't want to go back. I hope that experience counts more in the future. If not, we'll see from there. I'm just going to start my new job in a month, stay there for a year or something, move to Australia and have a fucking great time.
Well. The rest of the week I spend in the backyard of my bf's New house in Zierikzee. No one has lived there for 14 years, so there is a lot that needs to be done. I dug a BIG hole in his yard and now I feel superstrong
.
Yesterday I moved some of my stuff from rotterdam back to Den haag. I moved back in with my dad. My room in Den haag is so much smaller then in Rotterdam, and I have so much shit, I just don't know where to put it all. Tomorrow we're going back for the rest of it.
And for the weird part, I don't know why, but I've been super defensive this last week. I shout at everyone (and it's not even PMS time) and if someones says something wrong I just give them the silent treatment. I guess it does have something to do with school. I have to defend my choice of not going back to everyone, but I'm still crappy to a lot of people. I have a lot of things to think about though.I think I might be in love with someone that's not my bf. That sucks.
Sunday is Parkpop in Den haag, I want to go, just have to get some people to come with me. My best friend has to work unfortunatelybut we're going to belgium on monday, and to Rock Werchter on thursday
.
I'm happy to be back in Den haag. Not happy with a lot of other things. Ah crap. I want to go out and get drunk but I'm broke. Fuck.
Here 2 more pics from the show.
I look like a midget next to them
And some cooler pics...ones that make me very happy
me and my bf in the car
My best friend, me and another friend being very supportive to Holland...didn't help
My best friends bf. He is the coolest guy in the whole world and I hope they stay together forever. He is so funny!!!
Me with my superbig sunglasses.....I look like a retard
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Ikvind het zoo zuur van je school, maar ik snap je beslissing. Waar ga je werken? En kun je misschien over een jaar ofzo nog op je beslissing terugkomen en je opleiding afmaken? Ik wou dat ik er mee kon stoppen.. maar ik ben bang dat ik dan nergens kom.. zucht!
Wanneer ben je op vakantie? Misschien kunnen we een minimeetje doen over een maandje ofzo, ergens in de regio Roffa-Haag-Ams metMartijn en Faat en Fran ofzo..